Blackwell Family Alice Stone Blackwell Kitty Barry 1872OFFICE OF The Woman's Journal No. 3 TREMONT PLACE, Boston, Jan. 28th 1872 Dear abused Betrothed Your letter of Jan. 8th came yesterday. It is certainly very hard none of the family should have written to you about the fire; but before this time you must have received the full, true, particular and minute account thereof, which I sent you from Somerville. Never the less, your reproaches have touched my heart, and I mean to crowd into this letter every scrap of news I can rake up for the purpose. Firstly, in answer to your letter, with its various questions. It is not true that Aunt Ellen has adopted a boy; at least, we have not yet [*collar and cuffs you sent me at Christmas. Tell Aunty I am much obliged to her for her letter (the one I just spoke of about lownecked dresses, etc. and tell her I mean to answer it if I have time. There is an ode to you in progress,*] heard of any such insane performance. On the contrary, she has given over her female young one to Aunt Emily, finding it beyond her powers to take care of it. I have not read "Through the looking glass," but mean to do so. Almost all our books are saved except a few of my choicest, which I had a few days before stowed away in my den at the very top of the house for safe keeping. Some of those have been brought out in a half burnt condition, but it was extremely provoking. Some things, (not many) are supposed to have been stolen. As for Uncle George, I am thouroughly disgusted with him. As if your "home" could be anywhere but in America! The news with regard to M. V. is truly villainous. We see by the newspaper that a great hotel, 250 feet long, is being built at Oak Bluffs, and a "Vineyard Sound Railway" is [*which you may expect to get sooner or later. Just now*] the other side the water. What do you think of that? Mama talks about it a good deal, but I fear it wont come to pass. Yesterday a private letter from Papa to Grandma Stone, when I was expected shortly to make my appearance in this world of woe, lately was sent us, with a short note enclosed, saying "Picked up at the fire, and returned by a Friend. When I heard of it I say down on the floor in a corner and shreiked. The party or parties who picked it up had kept it over a month! Our correspondence has got very much mixed up, it seems to me. I got letters from you and Aunt Elizabeth a few days ago, written near the middle of Dec. which had been ages in getting here. It had been sent to Harrison Sq. I am much obliged for the [*are just over and tomorrow I shall know my rank in the class. Goodbye. Thy Betrothed Bride.*]actually in Progress!! Isn't it horrible? Now as to our plans. Papa says his loss by the fire is $2000; Mama thinks it will come to more. Papa's pet plan, and the one which I rather think will get carried out, is to rebuild the house, with improvements and alterations, and live in it. The cost rather scares him though, and both he and Mama groan over the cost of things in general. Mama, I think, would like best of the various plans that are talked over, to sell the place as it is, take lodgings in Boston, and there go on editing the Journal. There is another part to this plan, which I hardly dare tell you, for fear of raising your hopes without cause; and that is, to have me leave off my school altogether, and send me to England, to rest my brains, promote my growth, and see my relatives on [*I am at a crisis of my fate, for our monthly examinations*] OFFICE OF The Woman's Journal, No. 3 TREMONT PLACE, Boston, March 3d 1872 Dear Robert Your letter of Feb. 14th has come. I am ready the jump out of my skin, were that possible, at the idea of your coming home again. I am sure there is no hope of my crossing the water now, for our house is being built up very fast, with a hideous French roof, and we are to live in it. I see by the papers that some wild Irishman has tried to assassinate the Queen, or something of that nature. I suppose you are all in a great state of excitement about it. Will he be executed [*creation. Don't be angry with me for writing such a pack of stuff; consider my approaching*]executed? You seem not to have got the ode, though your letter is dated on the very day when I calculated you would receive it; Valentine's day. Don't open the enclosed to Aunt Elizabeth on peril of your life! The vengeance of the Pirates Bride shall be swift and terrific, if you dare to do so! I have been practicing the forging of the names of various of my relatives, and also begin to have roarings in my ears, and feel certain I am growing deaf. Sha'n't we be a pretty pair? There is very little news, except that I feel certain I am destined for an early grave, and should have gone these before if I had not been undecided what to die of, among so many queer feelings. As most of them are in the head, I rather incline to brain fever, either fatal as followed by idiocy. Pleasant programme, isn't it? Nevertheless it's one of my favorite bug bears. The most provoking thing is, that, being the image of health, and having very red cheeks ( probably produced by a tendency of blood to the head,) I get no sympathy whatsoever. Don't be alarmed at the thought that spring dandelions will probably blossom o'er the tomb of your Betrothed. I am merely in a dismal frame of mind [*insanity, and the fact that there is really no news. Thy Bride. (In the dumps.)*]produced partly by having made no friends among the girls at school, who flirt like sixty, nearly all of them, and are not my sort at all; wherefore I am lonesome, and so lace my mind with nervousness. I am conducting our correspondence upon a new plan, writing promptly whenever I get a letter from you, and otherwise having no special time for doing so. Therefore as you sow, so shall you reap, and if you write lots of letters, you will receive accordingly. Everyone is well but myself, who, as I have said, feel myself rapidly approaching dissolution. I want some leeches applied to my head, but dont know where to get any. I keep on going to school of course, am at the head of my cl[ass], and generally disgusted withMarch 16th 1872 Dear Robert You are faithless! I detected it in the tone of your last letter! You are going to marry Uncle George of John Bull! But beware!! Didn't Lily Rogers call herself your lover? Out of sight is out of mind! Even my affectionate Valentine did not soften your strong heart! Wretch!! Mind your ways; or tremble!! That is scolding enough for the present, and I will try to give you the news. Your last letter was full of congratulations on my expected arrival in England, but there is really not the least prospect of my crossing the water just now, so you must come over here and see me: I shall all but jump out of my skin if your cutlas blade, accompanied of course by yourself, appears this side the sea. Our house has been built up a good deal but the men have been hindered a good deal by the cold weather which prevents their working steadily. We are having a fuss about a horse. We bought one which misbehaved, ran away and endangered the lives of Mama and Mary, and which we returned [?] to the owner, who is a stable keeper; and he agreed to give us another instead of him. We tried several, and before we had decided on one, the first horse died. Now the question is whether at the time of his death the horse belonged to Papa, who had returned him, but not decided on another instead, and the keeper who had taken him back, and confessed that he should have felt himself at liberty to sell him, yet maintains that he belon to Papa. So there is a nice mess. They have agreed to refer it to two gentlemen, one chosen by each. Papa expects to leave for Santo Domingo in a few days, leaving Mamma and myself to edit the paper till his return. I have another foreign correspondent now besides yourself; Alice Earle now staying in Brussels. Let me see; is there any other news? Not much, I am afraid, for I meant to make this a long letter; which praiseworthy intention won't be carried out, I expect. Maybe you dont know that Aunt Emily's baby is thought to look like Grandma, and Aunt Marian suspects that Grandma's spirit has transmigrated into it. Didyou ever hear of such an absurd idea? I have appeared in a new character; that of a writer of moral essays; or rather a moral essay. A prize of $5.00 being offered for the best composition, on kindness to animals, I have tried for it, and produced a very unsatisfactory piece of idiocy, which has been handed in. I dont know yet whether I have got the prize or not, but I fear my chance is small. There is one piece of news though; perhaps I have told you before; that is that Papa stole one of my poetical performances, and, ode to my kitten, and printed it in the Womans Journal under the head of Pussy Cats, with A.S.B. at the end. This is awful paper to write upon but if you put white paper underneath I guess you can read it. May 28th, 1872. My positive dear, comparitive dearer, superlative dearest, Betrothed; I am delighted to be reconciled to you, and if you were within reach a surgeon would be needed to set your ribs, such a hug would you receive. May we never have another quarrel ! Harry Spofford is living with us as assistant chore boy, his parents thinking he needs something to stop his violent headaches; which he certainly does. When he gets one he lies about in chairs with his eyes shut, looking very limp and miserable. He has grown into a big boy, is very much given to teasing, and by no means the handsomest of his species. We are getting the garden into order at the upper house, and Mama is very impatient to move in; but as they have a very slow and aggravating set of workmen, who idle and cut capers instead of working, I don't know how soon we shall be able to do it. We have been having a time choosing carpets. I have selected a dark red one for my [*him; which I did. I got preciously teased at school, and was reported to the teacher as having "Upped and kissed the minister". Also I kissed another masculine individual, (no relation) only a few years older than myself. Wasn't that total depravity ? I enclose a note sent me by one of my school mates, which I have answered with the scorn it deserves, and told the insolent creature that to slander a gallant rival was not the way*]room, and mean to have dark furniture and white curtains like those in the front parlor at Second Ave. Tomorrow we mean to choose wall papers. I am in a state of great tribulation just at present because our pretty little Scotch girl, Annie McLeod, is going to leave us. When I leave this letter I am going to cry about it, but at present, as Harry and Frank and Miss Tucker are here, I don't think it advisable. I am sorry your eyes trouble you. I have been having some bother with mine. They smart, and I can't look a person in the face without their watering, which is embarrassing. I don't hear much lately from the N.Y. and Somerville people, so can't give you much news from there; but Aunt Ellen has adopted another baby - a girl - and means to make the Rockaway place a great baby- house. I should like to see that Rockaway place; you know I have never been there. I don't wonder you were horrified by the fierceness of my portrait. You may lay it down to your supposed desertion. By the way, did you know your treasure has been discovered hidden somewhere on the N.J. coast? $30000. in very old gold coins, with your name somewhere in the heap, in such a way as to show that it belonged to you; at least, that you had appropriated it. I fear you could not prove your right to it, even should you be able to prove your identity, which is more doubtful still. Do you suppose it would be worth while for me, as your Bride and lawful heir, to lay claim to it? I fear not. When Mama was last at N.Y. she saw the two babies. Constance (I wont consent to call it Hannah; it is a detestable name, if it was Grandma's) was singing like a little bird, Mama says; suppose she should turn out a second Nillson? Cornelia is as black as a mink, but very smart. I rather sympathise with Cornelia, because everyone but Aunt Ellen seems to like the other best. So in my natural contrariness of disposition, I approve of the little black beetle, though I have never seen it. Florence is reported to be in a very dismal state. [*to win my affections. Now Kitty, if you are not desperately jealous it shows that you either have great confidence in my faithfulness, or that you*]of mind, because the family has moved up to the mountain house again. She has not written to me for a long time, but I mean to write and stir her up. If you have Mrs. Brownings Poems, look up the Rhyme of the Duchess May some day. I like it very much, and am going to speak the last part of it at school. We have bought a horse; a splendid creature, who goes in a queer way that Papa call ambling. Papa paid $400. for him, and is so nervous now lest his purchase should turn out unsound, or come to grief in some way, that it is really absurd. He was quite unhappy because the harness rubbed the creature's hair off in two places, and it sneezed twice. We dont know what to name it; it has always been called the bay horse by its owners. I want to name him Du Guesclin, but Papa objects. Wouln't you have been jealous could you have seen me, not long ago, kissing most heartily a masculine individual in the full presence of hundreds of people ? It was Rovert Collyer. He came down to speak to Mama after the sermon. I was introduced, and he bade me kiss [*care very little about the matter one way or the other. Goodbye, my dear. Alice S. Blackwell. P. S. We have heard nothing of the arrival of Uncle G. Aunt M. speaks of coming around the way before starting for England. A.*] June 8th Saturday. Was interrupted in the middle of "The Cameron Pride" by Mama's suggesting with a sweet smile that I should empty the slops. I did it, barely refraining from an explosion. I wish Mamma would get a girl; and I hate - oh! how I do hate that amused pity and grinning "poor little mouse" which one's elders sometimes inflict on one when proposing something paticularly unpleasant! I understand how Kitty detested the "Poor little foal of an oppressed race." Went over to Hattie Mann's to darn stockings. Annie Phips was there part of the time, but after she left I had some fun with Hattie. We took a walk after the mending, and she treated me to a pickled lime. She scratched my initial on a tree and connected it with H. by a true lover's knot, H. meaning Harry. I had scratched it first with a K, and considered the other an insult both to my Betrothed Conjug and myself. They will prevent my [*since been convinced that I only heard the beating of my heart. I hope your eyes are better. I can sympathize with you more since mine have begun to worry. Aunt. M. has lots of messages for you. Goodbye. Thy affy and faithful Bride.*] any fun with that boy if they don't stop teasing me about him. Papa arrived with Aunt M. who looked very nice with her beautiful grey hair; and best of all, Papa brought Capt. Kidd's diary! I shrieked like a steam engine, and pressed it to my palpitating buzzum. There! that is written up to yesterday. I am afraid you will be puffed up because of the last part. Last night I dreamed that Mama was defacing your diary, and groaned so over it that Papa, who slept with me, woke me up. Am I not a model Betrothed? See that you are as faithful. I am staying at home writing to you while Papa, Mama and Aunt Marian are out riding. Now, my dear Conjug, I am going to tell you a great secret, which Papa and Mama do not know. Don't let out. I have sent some poetry (?) to the Young Folks, and it is accepted and going to be printed, with my initials to it!! That is a source of secret joy to my soul, but I am very much bothered by our housekeeper, Miss Tucker, who aggravates me dreadfully, and Harry and I hate her like poisin, but Mama likes her. She is so fond of nagging, and is so very easily insulted, that I, who as you know am prone to insult my friends, hardly dare speak to her and forty times a day inwardly vow that I never will again. I hate stuck up people who are always taking offence and innocent remarks! The country is very green and pretty now. The peace jubilee, to come off in a few days, has so raised the prices of food that Mama has expressed her intention of keeping us on pork, salt fish and baked bean till it is over. But Papa rebelled at the cod fish, and says he shall go and visit Mr. Campbell if we are going to treat him so. You will find a lock of my hair in the parcel with this, unless the custom house confiscates it; and you ought to be grateful. Speaking of the law, don't you think that the diary and so forth, of such a noted outlaw as yourself might be considered treasonable papers for having which in my possession I mightbe hung like poor Major Andre? The log book of such a famous pirate would certainly be seized, and myself convicted of corresponding with an immoral deperado. I was going to speak the Rhyme of the Duchess May at school - part of it, I mean - but my courage has failed me and I have given up the idea. I suppose I needn't tell you about the babies, as you will 'pump' Aunt M. most unmercifully for news of them and everyone else, and no doubt get plenty. She [ga] can give you the latest news of us, and has promised to write me news of you. One of my chief amusements is the invention of diseases for myself. There is hardly a thing, from heart disease to insanity and tubercles on the brain of which I have not discovered the symptoms; and when I get thouroughly wretched I unfold my budget or worries to Mama, who laughs and argues me out of them for the time being. I have been troubled with a beating in my left ear, and supposed I was dutifully imitating your windmill, and saw in perspective a nose syringe such as used to be applied to your magnet of destiny, but have [*Alice to Kitty Barry*] June 1872 Sunday, 2nd. Drove over to the South End, to hear the Rev. Robert Collyer of Chicago, preach. We got a very good seat in the front row, where we heard every word, though when he stood up I had to stretch my neck to see more than his head. The text was "Let your light shine," and the sermon was very good. Just imagine, Kitty, 180 pounds of sunny benevolence and cheery goodwill, with the pleasantest, ruddiest, heartiest, jolliest good face you ever saw, with a lot of gray hair on top of it, and you will have some idea of him. But his gestures were very funny. He kept suddenly lifting up his head as if he had heard or smelt something, or had been spoken to while woolgathering, and he swayed from side to side, and flung his great self around in the pulpit, really seeming to have discovered the secret of perpetual motion. When he got fairly intothe sermon he began to perspire, and got red and excited, and once amused me very much by leaning over the desk and shaking his fist at the congregation. I enjoyed it very much. He began life as a blacksmith in Yorkshire, and is an old friend of Mama's, and she told me how in the great Chicago fire he saved his little daughter's playthings at the expense of all his books, and other things about him. Papa and I drove home through the beautiful weather with every horse chestnut a mass of bloom, and I feeling very virtuous; for hadn't I been to church, and taken my testament, and worn kid gloves ? As we drove down we saw Harry Spofford writing a letter under the apple trees, and enjoying rural felicity. Drove to Squantum in the afternoon, and in the evening Papa read the Antiquary aloud. June 3d Monday. A holiday. Went into Boston and finally decided on the my carpet. It is a beauty, but so costly that I feel rather guilty for letting them buy it; especially when Papa is spending so much money on the place. Dined at Marston's restaurant, and changed my Public Library books. Selected 4 at the Atheneum, and found, to my huge disgust, that no more are to be taken out at present, as the library is being re-arranged. Drove home with Mama. June 4th, Tuesday. School. Drawing lesson. Base ball. Hattie *(Mann)* is monitor for the month. I rank 6th, and I sit beside that detestable and idiotic gander, Eddy Jenkins. Weeded the strawberry bed with Harry in the afternoon. I told him Annie (our girl) said he had a fine voice and didn't tell him that I disagreed with her. Of course he denied it, but I saw him grin, and he sang and whistled all the rest of the afternoon while we weeded. I never saw a boy so fond of music. He is crazy after the piano which he has found out we own. Mrs. Campbell came to make us a visit. June 5th. Wednesday. A great storm; as usual in such weather I was seized with a Berserker fit and walked over to Squantum, (two or three miles and back) getting soaked. I had to change every identical clo I had on; and when Mama got home she gave me a lecture and came down on Miss Tucker (the housekeeper) and Mrs. Campbell for letting me go. Mrs. Campbell scared me by hinting that I should probably catch cold and die in consequence of my performances, and I had an imaginary lung fever on the spot; but I still live. June 6th. Thursday. Read The Woman in White to Mrs. Campbell in the afternoon, till my eyes gave out. A Ledger came and was devoured. June 7th Friday. Went into Boston and chose my wall paper with Mama. A grammar examination in the afternoon, and mine all right but the possessive plural of son- in law, which I wrote sons in law's, instead of sons' in law. If ever you want a hard grammatical nut to make any one crack, Kitty, give them that. Somerville, Dec. 27th 1872. Dear Betrothed; Of course you will want to hear about Christmas, so I will give you a circumstantial account. I started from Boston on Monday, and came down to N.Y. on the cars alone. Aunt Ellen had been sent to meet me, and after giving me up got into the very horsecar in which I, having given her up, was proceeding to Cooper Institute. On Tuesday Aunt Emily, the Nurse, the two babies and myself went out to Somerville. I took charge of Nina (I won't say Cornelia - they call her [*As soon as it breaks away enough I shall doubtless have a false*]Neeny, and it's only adding an a-) part of the way, and like her very much. She is a plucky little creature, and let herself be hauled about upside down or right side up, just as it happened, without the symptom of a howl, and where she could walk took my hand and trotted along stoutly, pushing at a market basket that stopped the way in a manner that delighted my soul. Uncle George had told me most shocking fibs about Nina, saying that her hair grew down to her eyebrows, and that she formed the connecting link between man and monkey, etc. all of which I believed; and was prepared for something monstrous. Therefore I was agreeably surprised to see a merry looking little brown baby, with very fine black eyes, and all the forehead she needed. That atrocious Uncle G.! Monkey, indeed! I think she is prettier than Nannie, between you and me and the post. She made friends with me at once, and several times insisted on my sitting down in the rocking chair and rocking herself and Nannie, one on each knee. But I shall never get to Christmas. At supper [*half tooth screwed on, and if it doesn't show or feel, (it will probably do both) shall be happy.*]that evening, just as we had all sat down and uncle S. had begun to carve, the ends of the table began to slope down toward the middle, and the whole thing subsided with a grand crash, an upset of everything, and a horrible mingling of milk and kerosene in the middle of the carpet. Everyone jumped up in terror; U. S. seized one of the lamps from amid the ruins, and frantically blew it out; and supper was indefinitely postponed. The breaking of a joint in the middle of the table somewhere was the cause of said tragedy; which might have ended in [cross-writing] I don't think of any other news, except It is good that Aunt Elizabeth is so much better. Please tell her her letter came two or three days too late which was very provoking; but I am nevertheless much obliged, and the information may be useful hereafter. I have got the lung disease and am growing deaf, following your example; and worse still am losing one of my front teeth, greatly to my own distress and that of my relations. They wont believe in my other afflictions and to tell you the truth, sometimes I don't myself; but this is my thorn in the flesh [cross-writing] I know I should have slaughtered worse than the breaking of lamp chimneys and crockery if we had not had non-explosive kerosene? Uncle G. and Aunt Ellen appeared about noon on Christmas and then we were let in to the tree, which was gorgeous. I got a big book about bugs from Aunt Emely and U.G; also a raffle, a silver fish, a drawing book, an orange, some candy, and from Florence a box of note paper and envelopes. Mamma gave me a sealed note to read on Christmas, saying what her presents and Papa's were, as of course I could not bring them with me.I am to have a scent bottle note paper and Encyclopaedias. Aunt Emily and U.G. went home Christmas day, but Aunt Ellen and the babies stayed, and they house is over-run with babies. We all ate too much on Christmas and were all more or less sick and stupid afterward. The Christmas pudding was uncommonly nice, and had no lumps of suet in it. Just at present we are all snowed up, and Aunty and the babies cannot get away as the railroad is doubtless drifted likewise. It snowed all yesterday and the night before, and the snow is up to Uncle Sam's k[y]nees on a level, for we looked out of the windo[y]w (I can't think what makes me make so many mistakes in this letter) and saw him ploughing through it. Neither Papa nor Mamma came to Christmas. He insisted that she should go, and she that he should, so they both stayed at home. Edie is going home with me when I go, and I think enjoys the prospect. I know I feel quite dignified at the idea of conducting and directing that young lady on a 250 odd miles journey. [cross-writing]But I am sorry poor Mr. Greeley is dead. Only think if he had been elected, Gratz Brown would be President now! Goodbye Alice S. Blackwell P.S. Florence was Greeley--no she says she was half way between, which I consider worse! Excuse crossing. A.] the horrible fact that Uncle Sam voted for Greeley!!!! I expected Aunt Nettie got him to.Dec. 31st 1872 Dear Kabby; I am going home tomorrow if roads permit. We may be snowed up, as the weather is threatening. I performed the surprising feat of going from Roseville to Second Ave. alone and unprotected. I went to Roseville to see the Hoopers, who have moved, and live where the white violet swamp used to be. Roseville is so changed I hardly know is. Another family has our house, and I went around by it in hopes of seeing Purr; but she was not visible, and the eightof the old place only made me feel like crying. Dolly Bathgate is going to be married to Gen. Van Wagenon's brother or cousin, I don't know which, who is said to be a very good fellow. Edie is going home with me. I have questioned her as to what she thought of while promenading the house at M. V. and she professes her entire ignorance. We are ver hungry and longing for supper. No particular news.