BLACKWELL FAMILY ALICE STONE BLACKWELL Kitty Barry July-Dec. 1880Bear Croft, Attleboro, Mass. July 18, 1880 Dear Kitty :- Phebe has a boy, who weighed ten pounds + a half. She is said to be doing nicely. I warned Mr. Beeman that if he didn't send me a postal card as soon as the addition arrived, I would make a pin cushion of him when we next met; so he wrote the card the day his son + heir appeared. I left Agnes + Aunt Emily at Harrison Square. All the family were pretty well, + I have heard nothing to the contrary since. Misses Joy + Price, our pretty Sophs, + Miss Eliot + I, came down to Attleboro six days ago, + at the station met four more girls - Cadge, [very quiet uncomplaining girl, but has not been well, + was allowed by her folks to come down here under the impression that it would be a]Alice Budlong + her sister Annie, + a Lizzie Little whom I did not know, though there was a girl of the same name at [Chauncy?]. This noisy + grinning party drove off in a picnic wagon through a beautiful green road, talking nineteen to the dozen, of course. Somebody called out to know who had any matches, + Alice Budlong showed us her red hair with a sublime air which said as plainly as words, "What need have you of matches while you have Me?" When we reached the farmhouse the party quartered themselves in their respective apartments + a general howl arose for the trunks + hairbrushes. The trunks arrived later, + the party unpacked + settled down, with a noise as of innumerable guinea hens. The farmhouse is two + a half stories high, not large, but neat + well-kept. [splendid chance for her to rest. Much rest she has got. My hand happened to touch her write, + her] at one another across the intervening space with a mallet + brass lamplighter. We were destined to have a scare the first night. Laura + I were lying in bed peacefully when we heard a squeal in the Sophs' room, + a scuttling, + then prolonged giggling. After the giggling had gone on some time, our bedroom door was burst open + there was an irruption of the Sophs. Miss Joy threw herself upon our bed + went off into hysterical giggling; Miss Price stood at the foot motionless + silent, like an avenging spectre. It presently came out that Miss Joy, while sitting in her nightgown, had seen a hand + arm put aside the rosebush outside the window, as if somebody were about to peep in. Hence, the squeal + the scuttling. The girls upstairs [Miss Blanding. Miss B. is an amiable, jolly oldish maid, sister of the man who owns the]smelt cigar smoke the same night, but no one appeared. After that our friends armed us with two huge horse pistols which aren't loaded + wouldn't go off if they were; + Cadge has a dagger cane, + we have a variety of other weapons, more or less deadly. Laura slept with one of the big horse-pistols under her pillow, + I with a shillelah (club loaded with lead) under mine. One night after we were asleep, our door open + in marched a solemn + alarmed procession from upstairs. They were in various stages of semi-dress; one carried a lamp, one a horse + one a croquet mallet. They informed us that they heard footsteps!! We sent them back to bed. And one morning I was up before the rest + prowling about barefoot, barefoot, + I thought I would have a look at the girls upstairs. Hell, if you'll believe me, they had barricaded the staircase by spreading a hammock across it + putting croquet balls on the stairs, so that anyone to go up in the dark would knock the balls down with a great noise, + get his shins bumped. We have had some very jolly times. The girls are mostly nice- looking, + it is pleasant to watch them. Lizzie Little, who has gone home, has a pale but not yellow complexion, a quantity of black hair, + magnificent gray eyes which look black at a little distance. When she is undressed for bed + has a lace fillet around her head to keep her curl-papers [house. She is one of us, + takes her turn at the cooking. A large dog has been added to our] [garrison by a friend, + a microscope to our amusements. The other day we heard a report]in place, she looks like Rebecca in Ivanhoe. The Budlong girls are exceedingly bright + jolly; Alice, the eldest, is an artist, a very good girl, with red hair + a comical face. She has real dramatic talent, + can act out funny scenes in a truly excruciating way. And withal she is always lady like, which can't be said of some of our party when they are on the rampage. Her sister is a funny roly-poly dumpling of a girl, only fifteen or so, but already very attractive to the gentlemen. She is bright too, + has a round face + funny bright eyes which Cadge compares to "huckle-berries in milk" when they open widely in amazement. Her funny ways would make an anchorite laugh. And oh my dear, you can hardly realize the ec- [ (maliciously circulated) that 8 young men were coming to live at Noah's Ark, a house not very far off; + Miss Joy] It is unpainted, but has flowers in front + a barn over opposite. There are two bedrooms on the lower floor, + four of us sleep in them; the other four in a double bedded attic; and you may fancy what cackling there is. We do our own cooking, + take turns in ruining each other's digestions. There is no house near us except a single farm house where we buy milk + eggs. The neighborhood is beautiful, the road shady, the red lilacs in the fields gorgeous, + right across the road, a few fields away are boundless huck-berry + blue-berry pastures. Such huge berries! We go out with pails and bring home quarts + quarts, + eat them with bread + milk, + make them into pies + pudding. Dr. + Mrs. Sanford drive over + bring us some provisions; + as the town is only a mile + a half away we can [pulse was going like a trip-hammer. She will probably leave us + go home, + I think it is the]walk over ourselves + buy things. We have three hammocks slung under trees , + the girls lie in them + read + doze. Our mishaps in cooking would cause you to smile benevolently; but our scares about burglars would kill you with laughing. At first I had Miss Eliot for my room mate, + our two Sophs occupied a little room close by. We four, being on the ground floor, were supposed to be the most exposed to nocturnal depredations. But Miss Joy is a quiet muscular little Soph whose presence in the near neighborhood was reassuring. Laura Eliot + I went up the first night to make an undress call upon the four above stairs. We found they had taken croquet mallets to bed with them as a defense against burglars, + two of the girls were lying in bed - separate beds - sparring [best thing she can do, though we shall hate to lose her. She got a nap this afternoon, thank goodness +] Bear Croft, Attleboro, Mass. July 25, 1880. My dear Kitty:- Tomorrow we go home. We have had a jolly time in spite of all drawbacks, + the girls affirm that I have grown much plumper + browner, in spite of loss of sleep + amateur cooking. One of the girls thinks she has been over-eating, + anticipates getting home, where she shall eat less. We take what we call "pic-nic suppere" generally; that is, each goes to the cupboard, takes what she wants, + its it when + how she likes. We find that we eat more when we do this way, for we can gratify our own preferences in the choice of food; + there is no formal beginning or leaving off. Among other jollifications, we have been on a picnic - four young men + [which she gave me readily. You may expect to have several pages of next week's letter devoted to a narrative + of all I have been able to learn]the driver, + all of us girls + some other girls. We met another load of young men + girls, friends of Cadge's + of the Holmans, at the picnic ground. It is a beautiful place, + we had it nearly to ourselves. There are woods + a lovely river with a few lilies in it + the place hasn't been spoilt by fixing up. There are a few benches + a swing; nothing more. We strolled about, + there was whist playing + joking, + a violent flirtation between Annie Budlong + Cadge's brother John, a handsome but conceited-looking student from Brown. The Holman boys are three - Emery + Frank, brothers, + Sammy, their cousin. They are related to the Pierces of West Brookfield, + know Phebe, at least Emery does; so we had something to talk about. Emery is a promising young doctor, dark, slim, sallow, very much admired + deferred to in the neighborhood. I think he is imperious, despotic, + blessed with a high opinion of Mr. Emery Holman, + a conviction that that genleman ought to have his own way. But my acquaintance with him is so slight that my impression ought not to carry much weight. I have talked about him because his family + Cadge's would like to make a match between them, + there was a time when he would have liked it too, but Cadge wouldn't. She liked him better than anyone else, however, + admitted to me in confidence that she sometimes doubted whether she had done wisely in not taking him. She has known him all her life + admires him greatly; but I think they are altogether too much alike to be happy together. Two such pairs of wickedly snapping black eyes in a household [about Mr. Frank Bates, who has become so interesting to the girls of '81. Lulie wore a pretty pearl ring, +] [seemed happy in her mind, but not at all fluttered + embarrassed in talking about him. She speaks]would be likely to set fire to something. Frank, the younger brother, is also a swarthy fellow, but very good tempered + not overbearing like Emery. He sketches, + he + Alice Budlong had out their pencils at Woodard Springs. That's the picnic ground, + there is a mineral spring with iron + sulphur in the water. We were to have sent up a balloon, manufactured by the Holman boys + adorned with absurd pictures; but at the last moment it turned out that some necessary wire had been forgotten, so it didn't go up. The young men had also planned an egg-race, which was to be run by us girls. You take an egg in a spoon, hold it out before you, + the one who reaches the goal first without spilling her egg is the winner. Four of five of us were ranged in line + started at the word of command. Two of them immediately outran me, + I supposed I was beaten. But as I came trotting up to the bridge (the goal) with my egg, what was my surprise to find myself greeted with excitement + exclamations + declared winner. All the rest had lost their eggs. So the boys cheered me on the bridge, + I was goose enough to enjoy it, for I had been mooning about in my usual fashion during the afternoon, alone a good deal, since I was neither able to sketch, to flirt, nor to play whist. So it was fun to win the egg-race. They declared it was something awe-inspiring to see me steadily bearing down upon the bridge with my egg held out straight + stiff before me. It was pretty dark, + the whole race was a sort of ghostly performance. There was a dark lantern in the party, which the holder would turn suddenly on somebody's face, making the victim visible to all the company but blinding him entirely; + one of the girls told fortunes with cards by the light of it. It grew late + I was sleepy + longed to go home, + so did several more of us. Several parties went out the river in a boat; + Emery + Cadge + a Miss Rounds highly of him, + I respect her judgment more than Cadges. The young man's choice alone speaks well for him. On the whole, I'll give the heads of what I learned about him now, for something else maysat under a tree + wouldn't budge. At last they came away, Emery mad enough at having to come; + we got home at about 1.30 A.M. During the first part of the ride home I was dropping with sleep; + I put my head down on the rail of the picnic wagon + took a nap. Then I woke up + felt as bright + wakeful as possible, + should have been glad to have the ride last longer. We sang, mingling college songs with hymns in a somewhat scandalous manner, perhaps sandwiching "Rock of Ages" between "Upidee" + "The potatoes they grow small." The Holman boys are quite good singers, + I revelled in the abundance of bass, + felt as if I were having all the fun of a spree without the wickedness. It was very pleasant riding between the dim moonlit fields + thinking how astonished the inhabitants of the lonely farmhouses must be as such a storm of singing swept past. We drew up before the house in the midst of a performance of Old Hundred which might have waked the seven sleepers; + our part of the crowd being deposited, the rest rode on toward the village + doubtless roused the echoes some more. The other Holman boy, Sam, I got better acquainted with yesterday, when three of us girls took tea with his mother. He is very fond of animals, + has a lot of beautiful pigeons. It was a pretty sight to see them come around him + perch on his arms + shoulders, + eat from his hand + even from between his lips. Some of them were tumblers. He is a thorough boy, though nearly six feet high. Rather a rude boy, sometimes, giving blunt + not over-civil retorts to our teasing; but he seems so young you can't resent it. He is interested in Botany too, + showed us a quantity of specimens, pressed so exquisitely that at a little distance you would have taken them for delicate flower-pictures. His mother is a nice woman, jolly + stout. I like her better than Emery Holman's mother, whom I suspect of being deceitful - at least, capable of saying one thing + meaning another. She is more stylish, but I don't [have happened by next week. In the first place, he is fine-looking, as any man ought to be] [who is to carry off our bonnie Lulie, prettiest]like her. Hattie + Lulie have paid us a visit, coming one morning + going home the next evening. It did seem so good to see them again! I fairly gloated over them, + the girls laughed at me for looking so happy. Even my mouth was hardly capable of a grin wide enough to express my feelings. Oh, did I tell you, had the news come when I wrote last, that Lulie is engaged?!!! To one Frank Bates, of Providence. I declare, I envy him. But from all accounts (except Cadge's) he is as near deserving his good fortune as any young man would be likely to be. (Cadge has just passed by me, + with a wicked glance + a flirt of her fan said "Give her my love!") Cadge is disgusted about Lulie's engagement. She says he is good, "Oh, he's good enough!" with an indescribable accent, "but thoroughly commonplace." And by engaging herself tohim Lulie has convinced Cadge that she too is thoroughly commonplace. Which I think is by no means the case. Hattie slept with me the night they spent here, + I [humped?] her diligently for information, [girl in '81. In the next place, he is thoroughly] pure + honorable, + already, young as he is, has influence by moral weight. He has a high reputation among business men as being both "smart" + trustworthy; he has domestic tastes, like Lulie, + agrees with her in his notions of what a home ought to be. Is very kind to his mother. Is a strong Baptist, + a member of Mr. Bixby's church, to which Lulie also belongs. You know Lulie is an immovable Baptist, + I don't think she would be comfortable unless her husband were one too. They have known each other a long time + used to sing in the choir together. The present state of things has only been coming on for about a year; + it came [the bank, + recommended him; so he left school + has been in the bank ever since. But he wants Lulie to keep on at college,]to a climax on the 4th of July. Mr. B. is "teller," whatever that is, in one of the national banks of Providence, + has a pretty good salary, but nothing else in the way of money. He is generally spoken of as one in a thousand, as to character; + I saw, Good! over the engagement. There are two drawbacks. He is two years + a half younger than Lulie (who is twenty three) + he has not had as much education - book education - as she. But he is said to be quite her equal in intelligence, + to be diligently making up that deficiency. The way it happened was that just after he entered the high school the principal of the grammar school was asked to recommend some young man to [which is nice of him. They probably won't be married for a couple of years. Goodby, Affy, Alice Stone Blackwell] Gardner, Mass. Aug. 22, 1880. Dear Kitty :- Here I am still at Gardner. A diarhoea, which quickly blossomed into dysentery, prevented me from going to Providence. It's a blessing it did not wait till I got there, + then pounce upon me. So you must make allowance for the fact that I write in bed + with a bad pen. In the first place, make your mind easy about me. It isn't a bad attack, + I am taking Aunt Emily's medicine. Papa is spending the Sunday here, + has brought a rich bagfull of magazines, books, + newspapers. Uncle G. is in N.Y., where he is lonesome + uncomfortable. Howard has got over his bowel-trouble + looks much better; but the baby is not well, + cried a deal last night. Aunt Sarah's inside is disturbed too, + Uncle Henry has a lance back; so that Emma has boated that she was the only able-bodied member of the family. The food where Mother boards has given her a sour stomach, but she is otherwise well. She spends the day here + takes care of me, which is a great comfort; but it is a reversal of the natural order of things that she should have it to do for me. [your professor's theology. She has got an unsatisfactory place at last. This is a short + I fear a stupid]When I wrote to you last I had been having the blues + was horribly bored. About that time Mr. Black, who had been away for a visit, discovered that we were here; + after that I had almost too much occupation. I had started to walk home with Mamma that evening, when we met him on his way down here. He turned + walked with us to Mamma's boarding-place, + then walked home with me, + being invited in, came in + stayed till after nine. We talked theology after a fashion which was enough to have made this staid old orthodox mansion rattle its every window- frame with horror. And by a point-blank question he got it out of me the very extreme point of my Heresy, which I don't think I had ever told anyone before, except Miss Andrews. And he said he had never told anyone except some young men who were in the same fix. And we sat + glared at each other. I don't know whether it was relief or an additional distress to have fairly let it out once - I do know, though, that there is nothing which stirs up the latent orthodoxy in you like discussion with someone even less orthodox than yourself. By + by Uncle G. + Emma came in, + of course that put a stop to the theology. My sleep was decidedly broken that night. The night afternoon Mr. B. took mother + me out rowing; + we picked berries from the boat, + then rowed to the other shore + landed, + ate some more; + also young checkerberry leaves. It was a lovely day, + through the trees we could see the water + a little hill beyond, all bright in the sun, + looking as if the New Jerusalem might be right over there. And I rowed one oar going home, + got along pretty well till we began to talk about [Dames?], + then I got excited + caught crabs. Mamma steered. It seemed good to get an oar in my hand, + I felt four years younger when we landed. Mr. B. walked home with me again, + Emma lectured me for not asking him to come in. But I didn't want him to come in; I didn't feel up to theology that evening. Besides, I wanted my supper, + have no doubt he wanted his. But Emma says it is no matter if you know anyone won't come in; you ought to ask 'em. After supper I started to climb Dr's Hill behind the house, with a Miss Wood, who was sewing here. We were struggling across the boggy base of the hill when a singular yell behind us made us turn round. I had a vague notion that it was to warn us of dangerous cattle. But in a minute Mr. Black appeared. He had come to the house to invite me to go riding, + finding us gone, had started in pursuit. We went back to the house. He had a carriage there, [letter. I hope to send a better next time. Yours affectionately,] [affectionately, Alice S. Blackwell, Uncle G. is expected back shortly.]with his sister in it. You know I saw her at Harvard. I seized the nearest shawl + hopped in. First we drove up [Coey's?] Hill, + found Mamma out watching the sunset. She was surprised enough, not having expected to see me again that night. Then we turned round, + drove down the hill, + along to So. Gardner; + Mr. B. did act as if he were possessed. In the way he drove, I mean. The horse was fresh, + he seemed desirous to see what speed he could urge him. Miss Gerty + I in vain entreated, as he jounced us over hammocks, + whirled us through hollows, + raced across railroads without stopping to look out for the engine. He was evidently out "on a tear", + as unmanageable as any boy. We drove up on to a high point + stopped awhile to watch the evening colors; + then drove home by a roundabout way in the moonlight, which was lovely, + made it look like a different world. The moonlight, I mean. And we certainly managed to talk a deal of nonsense; not sentimentality. Mr. B. reproached me for spoiling all his poetic remarks by some damaging criticism. But I'm afraid poor Miss Black was cold. I was, + she was lightly wrapped up. Anyway, she bore it like a good sister. The next day, a few minutes before one o'clock, Mr. + Miss Black appeared with a four-seated carriage, met Mother + me by previous agreement, + we all drove across the country to Mt. Wachusett + up the mountain. It was a lovely day + a beautiful ride. Mr. Black contrived to inspire mother with confidence in his driving, + I think she enjoyed the excursion greatly. But I don't think the view from Wachusett is as fine as that from Mt. Washington or Mt. Mansfield. But the country between Gardner + Wachusett is certainly very beautiful. I hope to take you that ride some day. When I saw Gerty Black at Harvard, I thought her not so pretty as I had expected from report; but her prettiness grows upon one. Mr. B. drove mother up to her porch on the hill, + then took me home. I had told Mamma in his hearing that I should come up to see her next morning; + as I was alighting he said that if I would tell him when I was going, he would walk up with me. I told him that depended on what time the baby went to sleep. No use! He asked if the baby did not go to sleep about 9 o'clock, and I couldn't deny it. I had already pleaded an engagement with Hattie Herrick when he hinted at an afternoon row. But next day I was laid up in bed, + so effectually excused. Since then I have lain on my back. My great solace has been the receipt of letters + postal cards. This morning arrived a pathetic little note from Miss Putnam which made me hopping mad. She is poor, + wants to get teaching. One would think that ought not to be difficult for the finest scholar our University has ever sent out. But she says "seminaries etc" won't take a Universalist. She has lost threethree places just for Universalism. At two of them she was acknowledged to be the best qualified of any applicant; at the last so much so that the principal wanted to engage her, but the trustees wouldn't agree. It made me want to hit every church-bell of those that were ringing in such a sweet + self-satisfied manner for morning- service. But perhaps the bell of the little Universalist church was among them. Miss P. says "In this last school they have engaged a teacher of Latin who has read none of the authors required for the last year + a half of the course: her orthodoxy weights more than her lack of Latin." Now it is comprehensible that the orthodox shouldn't want to engage a Universalist to teach theology; but to object to her teaching Latin + Greek seems to me pure bigotry. No orthodox teacher is expected to season Horace + Herodotus with brimstone, however devoutly she believes in it; + you might be in a Latin class for years without knowing anything about Dorchester, Mass. Sept. 12, 1880. My dear Kitty:- Our household at present consists of ourselves, Mary Robinson + her nephew, a boy about Nannie's size; Aunt Emily + Nannie, Agnes, Florence + Mr. Washburn. Mr. Washburn preached for Mr. Bragg this morning, + was of course invited here to dinner. He + Flo are now confabbing in the parlor. Mary Robinson + nephew, as well as Aunt Emily with Nannie + Agnes, took us by surprise. We had heard some time before that they were coming, but did not know what day; + they arrived yesterday, all five of them. Fortunately, mother is feeling very well at present. I don't know what to think about Mr. Washburn. I told you, I suppose, that Aunt Nettie wrote to him some time ago - asking his intentions, I understand; - and that he said he thought a great deal of Florence, [Hattie + Louis [Snow?], had all disappeared. We hurried forward a little while, but could see no trace of them; so we gave them up + came home at our leisure, discussing Vanity Fair + other harmless subjects. Or perhaps it was on our way to church we had discussed it; it is no matter. I didn't know the way, + they say Mr. Chase brought me home the longest way around. Anyway, we]Florence, but was not in a condition to marry, because of his poverty + poor health. Aunt Nettie stopped the correspondence between him + Flo, but he has lately asked + received permission to renew it. And yesterday Flo went out with him to visit his relatives at Newton; + he + she have had a discussion of the matter, + settled that they are to be friends simply, but are not to marry anyone else. Flo was feeling blueish this morning, + expressed her conviction that he would marry someone, + that she should become an instructress of little darkeys down South. She is very nervous + fidgetty today; but I expect that tonight or tomorrow we shall have a good confab, + she will tell me how matters stand. Agnes has grown plump, + her hands, feet + legs are as brown as an Indian's. Aunt Emily [found Hattie + Louis Snow on the steps when we got to Mrs. Peirce's, + they said they had been pursuing us through all sorts of back streets. This we declined to believe, as they had been ahead when we lost sight of them, + also had got home first.] very much about it when you write home. That boys should speak of him as "that old man," + that experience should show that his strength is not what it used to be, is disgusting to him. You should have seen his grimace when Mamma came to the "old man" part of the story in relating it to Aunt Emily. And he makes as light of the whole thing as he can. The next day (I think the very next) he went bathing again; but young Mr. Garrison promised to keep an eye on him. Papa went away out, farther than anyone else, + came out chilly + exhausted. Being reproached by mamma, he said he wanted to see if his power of swimming had really deserted him. We had high times theologically at our Sunday dinner. It isn't often that we have theologue at table, + when we do, Papa is pretty sure to [send to Washington to be exchanged for new bills, + said that they were what might be called the "filthy [hiere?]". A telephone communicates with Mr. Chace's office - the office where he works, I mean - + we talked to him through it. Hattie represented herself as a book-agent, + offered a new work by Canon]get into a tilt with him. Mr. Washburn is entirely plucky, + desired no quarter. Mamma of course turned in strongly on the unorthodox side, + told how bewildered Admiral Farragut's son was when he came to Asterville + found himself among the young Garrisons, Motts, etc. - a hundred or so of most excellent people who yet professed no creed, never went to church, +, as he expressed it, had "no religion". He asked someone, young Garrison, I think, what it meant! And Mamma talked of the wane of the old beliefs with placid satisfaction; + to Mr. Washburne's assertion that statistics showed a larger proportion of the population to be church members than ever before, Papa brought forward his favorite theory that a majority of orthodox church members don't believe their own doctrines, + stay in the church for social + sympathetic sympathetic reasons. And it is a curious fact that as Papa believes the orthodox to be skeptics at heart, so they believe that the Liberals have a secret though smothered conviction that orthodoxy is true - that there is a hell, + that they are going to it. It is queer that neither side can give the other credit for sincerity, at least. When Theodore Weld was out here, Papa asked him whether he thought there existed a single educated man of forty who had entire belief in the immortality of the soul. Mr. Weld is somewhere about eighty, with an eye as keen as a boy's; + the energy with which he answered Papa was refreshing. He disclaimed all respect for the stock arguments in favor of immortality, but professed most fervent + immovable faith in the doctrine. So Papa spoke of him to me next day as "a soft-headed old man", very good but not over-wise. [Farrar. Mr. Chase is an Episcopalian. He said he rejoiced to see me looking so well, + asked what I thought of the color of his neck-tie. Lulie] [+ her aunt joined us at the office, + we went down the river together. I shall have to wind up in a hurry. We have made]But mother, who knew him all through her antislavery work, says he is not only a man of great moral excellence, but one of rare genius. His conversation is certainly brighter than that of almost anyone I know. Well, all this is a digression. I want to tell you about my Providence visit, but don't know how to convey to you the pleasant impression the people down there, + the life they led, made upon me. It is so different from anything I am used to. There are a lot of young people who come in + out at Hattie's, the door-bell rang again + again; + they are very nice young people. Lulie + her cousin Louis Snow + Frank Bates are almost regarded as members of Mrs. Peirce's family, + she heartily adopted me as another. Louis Snow is a plump young fellow with a comical face. He is full of fun, + gives one the impression of being very innocent, which they say he is. He goes around with Hattie a good deal. Lulie's "aunt Lulie" is really her mother's cousin, + is a bright-eyed, stylish woman with handsome white hair. She is energetic + self-willed, a Unitarian, + said to be very worldly. I'm sorry Lulie shouldn't have a better specimen of Unitarianism under her eyes. They are rich, + Mrs. Snow is said to be very kind to Lulie but to lead her a somewhat trying life of it by vigorous + continual nagging. I told you about Frank Bates. We saw a good deal more of him afterwards, + I liked him better after every interview. He + Lulie make a handsome couple, + a very happy one. I have only to shut my eyes to have their images come bobbing brightly before me, with Mrs. Peirce + Hattie, Mr. Chase + Louis Snow, hovering about. Speaking of Mr. Chace, I remember our Sunday evening excursion. You know Frank + Louis + Mr. Chace were to take us to church that evening. Of course it was understood that Mr. Bates would take Lulie; + I'm told that when I had gone out of the room, Mr. Chace asked Louis whether he had any choice as to which girl he should escort, + being [the acquaintance of some nice, intelligent + wealthy people who are delighted with Aunt B.'s book + have worn their copy till it looks almost] [like an old book. You are going to be written to about it. I mean, Aunt B. is. Goodbye. In haste, affy, Alice S. Blackwell.]answered in the negative said that in that case he should take me. Which he did. We took the horsecars, + having been previously schooled by Hattie, I let Mr. Chace pay my fare. But my self-respect was diminished by just the breadth of that car-ticket. We heard a popular preacher hold forth about Abraham + Lot. That is the subject the International Sunday school lessons have reached, + all the ministers seem possessed to preach about it. I heard one sermon on it at Gardner from the Methodist minister, a lecture at Providence Sunday afternoon from Hattie's minister, + finally this evening another sermon, all denouncing Lot, + pointing so many more morals at him than they properly could that I felt disposed to take up the cudgels for him. We sat in front of the rest of our party at church, which was annoying, as I was deprived of the pleasure I had anticipated in watching Frank + Lulie. When we had started to walk home, I stopped a minute to put on a shawl, + when we started on, Frank + Lulie, is portly + jolly, as usual. She is very nice. Papa + Mamma made a few days visit to Osterville, Cape Cod, not long before I came home. A lot of descendants of the old antislavery people, Mr. Garrison, Lucretia Mott, etc. have a sort of summer colony there. They had a very nice time, but Papa came near being drowned. There is a vessel moored near shore, which they go bathing from; + Papa, instead of going bathing from the shore-side, like young Mr. Garrison, must needs plunge off on the sea-side, where the waves beat + buffeted him, + mother thinks there was a sort of swirl which tended to draw him under. Anyway, she sat on the deck, looking placidly about + rather wondering that she did not see his head anywhere, when some boys raised a shout from the end of [We said we had been chasing around after them, + Mrs. Peirce afterwards made a pun on that word 'chasing.' They upbraided us with having come the longest way, + Mr. Chase intimated that he had not been particular about coming the shortest way; +, to make a long story short, they teased me about my "elopement" ever afterward. A few days]the vessel, "Here's a man drowning"! Mother shouted to Mr. Garrison for help, + ran to the front of the boat, where she saw Papa on a raft, pale as a ghost - she says he will never look whiter when he is dead - and a boy of fourteen or so was swimming to shore with the rope of the raft in his mouth. The other boys when questioned said that they saw Papa plunge in, + remarked that that old man couldn't buffet the water on that said the boat. So it proved; and whether he was taken with a faintness, or whatever it was, they saw him in danger. He cried, "Help me, boys! Help me, boys!" So they say; he says he cried "Push out the raft!" Once on the raft he was safe, though exhausted; + when the raft was towed into shoal water, he waded in the rest of the way himself. This incident is gall + wormwood to Papa, + you + Aunt B. had better not say [after, Hattie + I went to the Bank where Frank Bates works, + he showed us the inside of the safe, + tossed about big sums of money with remarkable freedom. He showed us the bundles of dirty + dilapidated old greenbacks which they] Dorchester, Mass. Oct 10, 1880. My dear Kitty:- It doesn't seem as if much had happened this week which would be interesting to write about; yet the week has been a busy one throughout. Papa got home last night, + seems fairly well + jolly. Mother has been feeling very well this week; + college has already produced a strengthening + slightly fattening effect upon me, which mother observes with pleasure. It is such a blessing to have regular work, + young society, + plenty to interest yourself in! As for business, - in the sense of busyness, I mean - take my yesterday's doings as a sample. In the first place, being Saturday morning, I stayed in bed longer than usual. After breakfast I filled my school satchel with apples [But I don't believe prussic acid will produce the slightest effect upon his hardened inside. I suspect he is like the girl Hawthorne tells about, whose father had fed her on poisons till they were like her natural food. Horrid story! I read it at Mrs. Budlong's in Providence, when Hattie + I were making a call there. - After all, I should be very sorry if any -]+ pears, enclosed our gray kitten in a basket, wrote out a message for Miss Wilde + the printer, + went into Boston. The first thing was to deliver the kitten, so I betook myself straight from the station to 36 Yarmouth St., where Hattie + Lulie abide. Hattie opened the door to me, + seeing the covered basket demanded "What have you got in there?" I answered "Alice Louise Harriet Budlong Green", which is the name they proposed to give to the little feline. Mr. Goodridge has suggested that it be called "B.U." for short, + the idea is considered a good one. Hattie took me up to her room, where we opened the basket + took out the inmate. It was curious to see the change in that kitten's face since she was put in. She looked older - aged by fright, I suppose. She went upstairs in our arms when I was shown Alice [Budlong's] [thing happened to Prof. Bowne. It is delightful to see a man with such a clear, quick mind, + I take real satisfaction out of his lofty forehead, all uneven with bumps, + out of the keen intelligence of his look, which almost sends a shiver] went to such a length + annoyed her so much that she determined to come to America. She told me how one day she + Theodora (the daughter) were out skating on the ice, + a great crowd of boys + girls surrounded them. A policeman rebuked the crowd, + it immediately drew back + formed a large circle, leaving her in the centre - a most embarassing position. She gave, in her funny dialect, a graphic picture of herself skating with two other ladies, hand in hand, with the boys trailing after like the tail of a comet. She painted away, declaring her intention of stepping into the place left vacant by the death of the painter Hunt; + I didn't know whether she was in joke or in earnest. The daughter was thinner (she has been sick since I saw her last) but has improved greatly in her English. She did not squeeze me so much this time, but [The third hour he hears us recite in Theism, + leaves me rather less certain about the strength of the theistic argument than when he began. The other day he likened Spencer's theory to "a chimera vaulting in a vacuum". He has one redeeming [qual??] ]held my hand + kissed it occasionally, which was much less objectionable. She told me how the children she played with at home used to call her "boy-face", which I take to be equivalent to tom-boy; + how when she was little she begged her father for a suit of boy's clothes. She always delighted in climbing + swimming, + such boyish sports. when I came away she stood on the steps with the sun making her fair hair bright, + watched me away up the street. They are an odd couple, she + her mother. They have moved to a lodging near Mamie Molineux's house, + she (Mamie) has asked mother whether it would be well to cultivate their acquaintance. Prof. Buck told her Miss Hansteen was widely known in Europe, + that disposed Mamie to know her; but on the other hand the daughter's queer ways make her doubtful. Mamie says she saw her one day in the little park near their house, lying on the grass + reading so intently as to seem oblivious of all that passed around her. Mamma advised her to be friendly with them, they being strangers in a strange land. however, this is a digression. I went up to the the Journal Office, + then did an errand, + then came to the station, stopping on the way for mother's satchel which had been left to be repaired. Came home + dined, + began to post up my ethics book; + then hurried off to the city again by the 1.56 train, with copy for the printers + a message for Miss Wilde. Having visited Journal Office + printing office, I took the 3.15 train home, walked up, + found Lucy Wheelock + her mother here, We had half expected them. We visited [though, + that is his affection for Miss Putnam. She had a holiday lately, + came to Boston; + you should have seen how seraphically he beamed upon her. She has a head almost as clear as his own, + decidedly more level in some places.] [No wonder he takes pride in her. She appeared behind my chair suddenly, just before ethics; + I arose + fell upon her neck; + I being somewhat bulky + she quite minute, we came near going to the ground. This was nuts to the class,]with them till about half past four, + then I drove them to Squantum + back to the station, + waited there for Papa till about half past six. Supper wasn't over till half past seven or so, + eight o'clock is bed-time. Such a busy day left small time for writing editorials for the Beacon. They must be written this afternoon if possible. It is so much nicer than vacation! But that dreadful debate Friday next weighs on my mind. "Resolved, that suicide is sometimes justifiable." That is the form to which it has been changed; + hence I shall have to make the first speech, + Mr. Holman will come right after me. As the subject was first worded, it would have been just the other way about, which I should greatly have preferred. But Mr. Holman wanted it changed to the present form. I do hope nervousness won't get the [so I hurried her into the hall, where we could embrace unobserved. Don't know when I've made such an exhibition of myself before folks. There is no] Which we understand that Henry has since done, with excellent success. Of course you are not to say a word about all this. - Papa likes Harry; + I like him better than Charlie myself. He is more of a boy, + seems to have more fun + frankness to him. We do have such times with Prof. Bowne at college. Twelve hours a week of such mental gymnastics as his recitations + lectures are, is rather much, but I wouldn't give up a bit of it. What does the villain do but give us a written examination on the first two chapters of Theism the other day, without a word of warning! Unless you had read said chapters, you could have no idea of the diabolicalness of such a proceeding. I asked Mr. Foster what he would take to poison him (you know Bishop Foster + family live with the Bownes) + Mr. Foster agreed to do it, with prussic acid - as he had been treating of that poison in the ethics. [I do hope the eyes are not in fault again. You had better send a postal card once a fortnight if you for any reason can't write a letter, so as to save]better of me. That would be too great a triumph for Cadge. She squirms with rapturous anticipation; + I'm bound to disappoint her if I can. It was a piece of impishness her putting me on against Mr. Holman, anyway. But it is quite within her power as president, + there's no fun in having a president unless you obey her. Harry Spofford was out here the other night, + sat up till midnight unburdening his heart to mother, who comforted him in her own wise way. I had gone to bed as soon as they got home that evening, which happened at about 10.30. Harry has been under the impression that Charlie didn't care for him, wasn't brotherly, etc. etc. And indeed, if his story be correct, Charlie has been treating him rather coolly. Mamma reminded him (Harry) how overwhelmed with work Charlie is, + advised him to go more than half way to meet him. [family news. Uncle Sam is reported well. I have been reading "Sister Dora". Isn't it wonderful? It's some little time since a letter came from you.] Budlong's room, over Hattie's + Lulies; + then down with us to the basement, where were the family + Lulie + a good fire. Being taken into Lulie's lap + caressed, she decided that she was in a good place + began to purr. She was warmly welcomed by the family; + having seen her duly settled, + having left part of the apples + pears with Hattie, I went across to Selma Krehbiel's room on Waltham St. Saturday morning is my time for [ramping?] about among the girls. I knocked at the door of Miss Krehbiel's room, but received no answer. Supposing she was down in the kitchen, I opened the door + walked in; + there she lay in bed (it was about 9.30) sleeping so calmly + comfortably it would have been a shame to wake her. So I filled her fruit-basket with the rest of the apples + pears, + silently [down my back sometimes. With all which, he does propound outrageous statements sometimes, especially in the ethics. Several days in the week we have three successive hours under him; + at the end of the first two, my brain feels like putty.]stole away, chuckling in my sleeve. Miss Krehbiel's room-mate, Lizzie Price, has been having a terrible crop of boils, + had gone home to Gloucester to stay over Sunday. Next I went to call on that Norwegian lady + her pretty daughter. I have not seen them since that memorable ride when the daughter squeezed me so distressingly; + I went with some secret dread. Miss Hansteen was painting her adopted daughter's potrait when I came in. They welcomed me very cordially + chattered away to me in imperfect English, telling me amusing things about their adventures in Norway. Miss Hansteen says that there all the women stay at home like mice in their holes; + she, being the only woman who did anything in public, was regarded as a sort of monstrosity. Hence she could not go out without being stared at, + it [The effect of his teachings is decidedly skeptical thus far. The first hour he lectures on ethics, + mixed up one's ideas of right + wrong. The second hour he lectures on recent English Philosophy, + shows you what a fool Herbert Spencer is.] Dorchester, Mass. Dec. 26, 1880. My dear Kitty:- Christmas has come + gone. Christmas Eve I began my supper alone, with a variety of vague + frightful forebodings as to what might have happened to all my relatives. The first to arrive was Mamma, who was just home from Washington. She caught a bad cold there after Papa left, and a big snowstorm came up just about the time when she had meant to start for home; so she yielded to the Spoffords' persuasions and prudently delayed a few days. She stopped a day in N.Y. to go to an expert in throat-diseases with Aunt Emily; but Aunt Emily was too busy to [in Schenectady, it can't be made this side the Alleghanies successfully + he can't bear to give up what has been his life-long wish. So I think he will do it. But he says he is determined not to worry about it, anyway. An excellent determination - if he can only stick to it.]go after all, so we are still without a decisive opinion upon the throat. But Aunt Emily has looked at it + prescribed some preparation of carbolic acid + borax. Mother coughs shockingly, but declares that her cold is much better + is passing off. She looks very well otherwise. She went out to East Orange + spent about half an hour there. Both the little boys are looking sturdy + well, + the younger is just on the point of walking. He crawls everywhere like a little spider, Mamma says; + shows frequent flashes of a peppery temper, a demonstration all over in a minute. Aunt Emily had not heard from Aunt Elizabeth for so long that she was quite anxious, + didn't know whether you were in Nice or where. Cornelia had a bad cold. Aunt Emily has tried sending Cornelia + Susie to the public school, while continuing Nannie at the private one; but she gave it up after a day or two. The children came back reporting that one little girl was violently shaken, + another struck under her chin so that she bit her tongue + the blood ran out of the corners of her mouth. Aunt Emily spoke or wrote to the teachers about it; + the next day they took Cornelia into a room alone, asked her what she meant by telling such stories, + told her that she had not seen any little girl shaken; that little girls were not shaken there; + that the girl whose mouth she thought was bleeding had only been chewing a red ribbon. They gave [Did I tell you that I went to Judge Sewall's office in Pemberton Square for mother, a week or two since? It is in the top of the building; and there were bookcases around the wall with no end of leather-covered volumes in them - statues, +c; + there was a picture] [of Washington over the mantel-piece (it didn't hang plumb) + one of Garrison over the closet door, + a bust of John Brown in bas-relief by Judge Sewall's private desk; and as he stood at it, with his white hair + beautiful profile outlined]her positive orders to tell Aunts E + E that she had been mistaken, + that it wasn't so; + Cornelia was so frightened + excited that she came home + was sick in bed for two or three days. Aunt Emily of course took her children away, + I believe sent the teacher a note saying she could not send them to a school where the first thing they learnt was deception. Yet that is considered a particularly good public school, + is better ventilated, according to Aunt E., than any private school in the city. And while Miss Putnam was here, she came home one night quite full of the things Lucy Peabody (who graduated in '79, + now works with her in the laborattory, + who teaches in a night school) told her of the way the scholars there are treated. And that is considered a model nightschool, too. However, this is a long digression. I left myself sitting at supper Xmas Eve. Mother came first + was warmly welcomed; then after a while Gracie + Uncle Sam arrived. Papa did not come till late at night, after we had all given him up + gone to bed. He rang + pounded + couldn't make anyone hear; + finally he went down through the scuttle into the cellar + came up the cellar-stairs + pounded + called till he roused Maggie. She let him in, + he stole quietly into bed without waking Mamma. She didn't know of his presence till she heard him breathe, toward morning. This [against the window, I had an unusually strong sense of the majesty of law, + felt as if I should almost like to study it. Papa + Mamma would like to have me do it, but I object. Eliza Putnam, Cadge + I have agreed to go together this week Tuesday + call on Prof. Bowne. I look forward] [to it with anticipation mingled with terror. While I was prowling about in search of Springfield St. the other day (to leave a Xmas card for old Mr. [Walcu?t] who calls himself my grandfather) I came upon Rutland St., where Prof. B. lives, + it gave me quite a shock. I gazed down the street longingly, wondering which]was considered quite a triumph of strategy on Papa's part, + he exulted in it. Charlie Spofford + Lucy Wheelock came out to dinner. I invited Mr. Goodridge, but he couldn't come. Maggie in Mamma's absence had got us up a huge plum pudding, which I consider very good. She had some trouble in finding a satisfactory receipt in our American cookery books, on which she cast scorn. The Xmas was quiet; your letter of Dec. 3 (the first from Nice) + Aunt B.'s enclosure were read aloud + much enjoyed. The usual comment- "What a good letter Kitty does write!" duly followed; + there were sundry compliments to my sweetheart which were highly agreeable to me. Please thank Aunt B. heartily for her very kind note. It is always always with some diffidence that I bother her about my small nervous worries in regard to you; but she answers so kindly + so fully that I am ashamed of the tremors with which I penned my billet. But by the by - one thing I must urgently beg of you. Don't you breathe a syllable to Aunt B. of anything I may be betrayed into saying about my theological worries, or I shall hate her. It would be entirely unjust, of course, but I certainly should. To return to Xmas. There were a great many Xmas cards sent us to notice in the Journal, many of them beauties; + these were duly distributed. Miss Wilde presented Papa + Mamma with two lovely painted tea cups - or coffee- cups - + saucers. Hers has violets [*was the house. I quake at the thought of going there, but shan't mind it so much with Miss Putnam along. She is the queerest combination, + her face shows it - + an uncommonly big forehead, with something almost infantile about the lower half of her face. So she has a wonderfully fine understanding, which amazed the professors at college. it wasn't mere memory, you know - fine memories are comparatively common - but power to see through things + take them in their completeness. And yet her ways are somehow childish, + her small size heightens the illusion. Her voice + her laugh are*]on it, + his has barberries. I went in to church (at E.E. Hale's) in the morning, + came out by the same train as Lucy + Charlie. After dinner we talked, + had a little music. That is about all the Christmas. Gracie had made some pretty presents for us, among them two tiny Xmas cards, white, with swallows on them of her own drawing. These were really admirable. By the by, Gracie said a funny thing about the wind, which was blowing great guns. She said it sounded like a lot of spirits which had been ill-treated + were all howling. She says those queer things sometimes. Now I come to an aggravating circumstance. Florence's new aunt, Mrs. William Brown, has determined to make a match between Flo + Washburne. She says (in effect) that what is the matter with him is not want of wait but want of a wife + a home; that her husband can get him a charge where he would have $1500. a year, + on that he could afford to marry; + that she would have him down there when Flo was, + in three weeks would have them engaged. So at last accounts he + Flo were both at Mrs. Brown's, + Mrs. B. was carrying on her operations. Now I don't think Mr. W. will succumb, for I don't believe he wants to marry Flo - in fact, Flo said herself when she was here last that she knew he was fond of her, but didn't think he quite wanted to marry her - and Mr. W. has a pretty steady head, and will hardly let himself be politely forced into doing what he doesn't choose to do. But it is a disagreeable position to have Flo placed in. If I were Flo I wouldn't stand it. However, Mrs. Brown probably didn't say to Flo plainly - [those of a little girl; + when she slept with me she got hold of one of my thumbs with her little plump fist, + held on to it like a baby. To see her in her short white nightdress you would take her for a little girl. There isn't the slightest affection about it; it is] [her natural way. And the combination is very charming. We were all startled to hear of George Eliot's death. I am glad she is gone, for her sake. She must have had a dreary time of it during]"I am going to invite Mr. Washburne here + see if I can't bring him to the point + make him propose to you." If she were shrewd, she would say "Suppose I invite him here for a few weeks. He needs recreation"; + then Flo would be pleased at the idea of seeing him, + would stay. But it seems to me it is calculated to give him the impression that Flo's friends are throwing her at his head, + that is not a pleasant position for a girl to occupy. Aunt Nettie won't interfere. She says the whole thing has passed out of her hands. I don't see that we can do anything, but I wait with interest for the news from Orange. Papa is bent on transferring the machinery to Schenectady + setting up the beet sugar-making there. It will involve a deal of hard work for him, + possible failure after all; but he says that if beet sugar can't be made successfully [the last years of her life. - By the by, did I tell you I voted last election? I did - for members of school-committee, you know. I must tell you about that next time.] [Goodbye, Mavourneen. Affy, Alice S. Blackwell.]were looking longingly toward the Annisquam shore to see if they were not coming with our supper, they were putting poor Lill's feet in mustard + water + trying to bring her round. And you just ought to have seen the rows of blisters on Cadge's palms! These things were told us in confidence by Laura Eliot. Cadge + Lill don't know that we know. Well, we sat down to eat at our leisure + rest from our labors; + presently Eliza + Emma Atkinson arrived, + told their adventures after they parted from us. They got to the Laboratory wharf all right; + Eliza threw her hat (which she hates to keep on her head) on the wharf, + proceeded to secure the boat. A gust of wind took the hat into the water, + it sailed away before the wind. Emma, who was in the boat, rowed after [in imminent need of clothes, but do want the envelopes + white neck-ties of which I spoke in a former letter.]it, + chased it up the river I don't know how far. She finally caught it, but you never saw such an object. From a good- looking hat it had become an indescribable scare crow. Eliza was rubbed + dried + fed - though she couldn't eat much - + we retired to bed after the most adventurous day we have had. Eliza was greatly consoled by finding that the man who rowed Miss Durfee had had a hard time in getting home, + had come nearer to running on the bar than we did. Before learning this, she had laid our difficulties to her awkwardness as well as to the strength of the wind + shallowness of the water, but now decided that the latter were alone to blame. Cadge, Lill + Eliza are now convalescent, + the rest of us were not hurt. Indeed, scrambling over wet [With much love, Alice Stone Blackwell. Remember me to Maggie.]