KITTY BARRY INCOMPLETE UNDATED BLACKWELL FAMILY ALICE STONE BLACKWELLJuly - Dear Kitty, This week I did not get your usual letter. I am so bad a correspondent myself, or have been for the last several weeks, that I have no right to complain still it makes me a little nervous, for you have been so regular I fear something has happened to you. By the bye, I have found out what your Christian name was; Robert. Robert Kidd. I like the name Robert very well, and think I shall call you so hence forward. Except in the matter of correspondence, I am a most faithful [*[I] with a red shawl[s over] wrapping his shoulders below which is frost. Mama thinks it is a sign of Lager beer. I think it the figure head of a ship;*]lover. Ask Mama if I am not forever making day hideous by a ballad about Captain Kidd, of which I know but one verse, and therefore sing that over and over, proclaiming to the household, that "My name is Captain Kidd As I sailed." Aunt Ellen and Aunt Millly's baby are expected to arrive here before very long, but I hardly think they will stay with us, as we are having a bad time with girls, and Mama does not know how to get along with any more people. I have been in bathing several times and am quite proud of having swum to shore after Papa had [*but we call it Captain Kidd, and it is*] treacherously decoyed me out of my depth, and abandoned me to my fate. Aunt Netties book, The Island neighbors, is out in paper covers, and we have a copy. I have read it, and am now engaged in disputes with the rest of the family as to who the different characters represent. Papa declares that one described as "a staid, care taking child" is Florence, against which I protest, as not being exactly her character; and I have not satisfactorily decided on anyone but Edie, though I much suspect that Margaret, the heroine, is my betrothed. Yet she isn't [*joined out to visitors as my husband.*]like you at all in some things. But I protest that Florence is not Anne, for she is not in the least "old fashioned" and not particularly "staid". it is not at all a flattering portrait July 23d. since writing the first part of this letter, I have got a letter from you, reproaching me so pathetically with my not writing, that I have resolved to amend, and do better henceforward. In a day or two I expect to go to West Brookfield on a short visit. They are pulling the old house there all to pieces, and altering right and left. The Spoffords are expected to visit us this Summer, and Mama and Papa are discussing how Aunt Ellen, Aunt Emily, the nurse and baby, Florence, Gracie, and the two servant girls we must have to do the work for so many, are to be lodged, besides the various other individuals who have hinted that they would like to come; thirteenth cousins of Mama's, and people who knew Papa forty years ago. Anna, Aunt Sara, and Emma, who came yesterday are going home tomorrow. I sympathize in your dress-making and other distresses, and envy you your journey to Cornwall, hope you will enjoy it, and hence I am sure, but the will call it the pirate.wish I could go with you. We - that is Papa - have been making currant jelly, with damage of course to clothes and tempers. Papa is really getting bald to my intense disgust; and he wears eye-glasses, also to my wrath and dismay; but he is always making fun, and does not seem to care about it a bit. My own eyes give me a deal of trouble just now, and any dust or sunlight or reading sets them smarting. I don't think there is any more news, so goodbye. Oh yes, there is. Whenever we ride to Squantum we pass a house, in the yard of which is a wooden figure of a man with a black beard, By "they" I mean Papa and Mama. Thy Bride. August 5. In the barn. Dear Kitty This letter is to be principally devoted to an account of our trip to Mount Holyoke, from which we returned yesterday. We started soon after breakfast on August 2, and rode until about dinner time, when we came to ___ Palmer, I think it was, where we had dinner at a hotel. I amused myself on the ride with a sensation story called Man and Wife, which Aunt Emily had brought with her. When we left that hotel where we had dinner we rode until nearly night, when, after trying several houses we at last prevailed upon some people to take us in for the night. In the morning after breakfast, we started again. Imagine us, if you please, in a large fourseated carriage, Papa and Aunt E. on the front seat, Mama and me on the back, with poor Billy dragging us along. At last we came to the foot of Mount Holyoke, which after long sloping with reasonable gentleness a while, rose in a steep, almost perpendicular pitch 600 feet high. At the foot of this pitch stood a building marked "Feeding Stable", where we left Billy, and another building from which to the Prospect house, on top of the mountain and at the edge of the precipice, extends a long wooden box, with round holes cut in the sides, and several windows at the top. At the bottom where we were was a treadmill, worked by horses, by means of which we were drawn up through this wooden box to the top of the mountain. Look at the beginning where I have tried to make a picture of the box, though it is so blotted I doubt if you can make it out. I was much scared at the idea of going up this place, on the long steep slant over which the car moved, for when you looked up to the top it seemed so far away! But it had to be done, and down slid a funny little open car with two tiers of seats, each a little higher than the other, and each tier holding two, besides a lower tier for baggage. We got in; they started up the horses on the treadmill, and after various signals we began to rise. I shut my eyes and clutched Aunt E. while we rode for about five minutes, and then were at the top in the ProspectHouse. There was a telescope in one room, through which you could see what time it was on a lock away off ever so far. The view was fine, but hazy, for it was a very hot day. We had our dinner up there, and while we came down I kept my eyes open, and saw a car of people pass us on its way up. We started for home, and on the way took a bath in the Connecticut river. That is Papa and I did. We stopped for the night at Belchertown. when I dressed in the morning I heard most extraordinary squalls, and thought it must be some unfortunate boy being whipped. We went over to breakfast at the hotel, where we saw a poll parrot on a perch, and some one said she made that awful noise. I suppose you have opened my packet; now for mercys sake don't show the ode to any one. I wish I had not told Grace of the $16.00, but it cant be helped now. Please excuse writing, as the white kitten is continually bothering me and climbing into my lap. Goodbye. Alice P.S. Write once a week and tell me all the news. August 25d West Brookfield. Dear Kitty Perhaps you think one of your foreign correspondents very faithless, but she has an excuse. I wrote you a letter, directed it, and while waiting about stamps, and for some one else to "put in a word" the letter was lost. I found I can send it, but I am resolved never to wait again for any one to "put in a word, unless there is some prospect of its being done. There is no news at all. Florence is still at Henrietta I believe. We lead Billy out into the clover field twice a day, as his own pasture is poor in feed, and one of us holdshim while he eats. Yesterday, as he ate, I felt a pain in the calf of my leg, and looking down saw a bumble bee stinging me. I brushed him off, and came in, but the sting swelled up. There is a quite a drougth here, and the water nearly stopped running in the tank. The watering trough is also very low. Papa is at Rockaway with poor Grandma. I am gathering small soft feathers which the hens shed a great many of, to make a pillow for the coming baby. Yesterday being cool and shady, Maria and I went off and on an excursion to Hemlock hill, where you and I went, and my cave is. We took our dinner and some books and papers, and climbing up, sat on the rocks above the cattle trough. Pretty soon after we got there the cattle began to come from distant parts of the pasture to get water. They came singly and in companies to the trough, so that there was a crowd of them close beneath us. The weaker cattle had to wait till the last, when the others had drunk the trough about dry, and one poor beast sucked at the bottom. I should think for half an hour, without getting much, while another who was waiting for her to be done, went off in disgust at being obliged to wait so long. The old cat had five kittens, and deserted them, so that they all had to be killed. The maltese kitten which you saw, was getting very friendly with Tip, and played with histail when. he wagged it, but she died; from eating poisoned flies it is supposed. The white kitten lives and flour- ishes.. I now do only part of the work, and get one dollar a week instead of two. I am the possesor of twenty one dollars, forty two cents, and feel like a millionaire, I am waiting for a letter from my foreign correspond ent, and expect one any day, I made a little birch bark letter case for Mamas birthday, and intend to do some more for Christmas presents. I put fern work outside on the front, and fasten the pieces of bark together with bows of green ribbon. I am at present in purgatory because of a new waist, which is too tight but is to be worn one . - day on trial. It has already been worn one, and did not improve much on acquain- tance. Mama says it was the petticoat, and so I am trying it today without a petticoat. Goodbye. Your Betrothed Tuesday, December 27th, Somerville Dear Kitty: Christmas is over, but I am still here, spending a week with Florence. She received the watch, and winds it with great satisfaction every night. The baby, which I de- manded to see nearly she first thing, is small, not as ugly as the general run of babies, with blue eyes, a thin coating of light brown down on a very long head; long from front to back, I mean; and cunning little chin, sticking out suddenly from its face. About ten or eleven oclock on Christmas day Uncle George and AuntEmily arrivedthough some of them Mama wishes to buy at the great They let me hold her once, but she began to howl. pudding on Thanksgiving day, and Beloved Kabby, I am in a state of great vexation, having been unexpectredly taken out of school for the present. Mamma has got it into her head that my health is suffering and I having unluckily caught a cold, she this morning refused to let me go in to the city, and gave me a long lecture on overwork. I hope to go back after a week's absence, and in fact have made up my mind to raise a tremendous row if I am not considered sufficiently [*for Mamma to "add a line", so there is no telling when it will go. I neednt have hurried so. I'll send you another soon, I mean to that is. Affy, Alice.'toned up' by that time. Mamma persists that I am limp and very nervous, and losing a little every week, and nothing I say can convince her to the contrary. Mamma is a very obstinate person, when she gets an idea into her head. I have been dosed with ginger tea, (nasty stuff!) which I only got down by drinking your health in it, duly turning toward the east like a pious Mohammedan. Dec. 13th. I must end this letter in a hurry to send it off in Papa's if I can. This nasty cold still sticks to me, and once in a while I cough so long that the tears run down my cheeks and my eyes water. I feel as if I should turn inside out. This is the sixth day I have spent at home, and I am eager to go back to school when I can. I dream of it at night generally. I have got quite skillful at making mustard plasters, and have taken no end of nasty things. Have you seen in the papers the affair of the Glastonbury cows? Mamma is very indignant and excited about it, and cried a deal, while Papa, who greatly disapproves of MissSmith's course, laughed, and I took Mamma's part vigorously, though I feel no temptation to cry about it. You will read about it in the Woman's Journal I suppose. I have not seen Mamma so much stirred up within my memory, and it is certainly a crying shame. In a tremendous hurry. Love to everyone. Have been trying fro several days to write a compo but that isn't so easy with a mustard plaster on. Papa's letter is to be delayedDear Kitty Please sent the letter inside to Florence. Annie says the kittens have either got out of the box them selves or else the old cat has taken them out. Please write to me soon. It is raining and I have been spending the afternoon with the Hoopers, reading a story book. It was not raining when I went to school, so I did not wear any ribbons although my shoes were cloth, and my hat and scarf. I did not take any umbrela either and when twelve o'clock came didn't it pour! So I could not go home for my dinner untillafter school and I was quite hungry when I got home. Goodbye; Alice S. Blackwell P.S. Pleas put Florences letter in an envelope. Alice S.B. My last letter was from Danvers, where I spent the Sunday with Miss Putnam. The poor little thing has had a hard time of it, & looked sicker than I expected. She had a series of distresses in Phila. - a mild but persistent dysentery which kept her weak as a rat - then loss of voice - then dizzy spells & fainting fits, in which she would drop right over. Once she fainted on the stairs & fell, & thinks she hurt her back, which has troubled her ever since. But these several ailments came consecutively, one down 'tother come on. She never had more than one thing badly at once, she says. Then besides she suffered from lack of sleep. [* chamber, with the sound of the waves of the Channel in her ears. Dear me, it seems as if I ought to]Once she went without sleep for nine days & nights at a stretch - enough to make any other girl crazy, but she is an exception to all rules. Another time she went eight days & nights without sleep, & had several shorter fits of wakefulness. And she says her sleeplessness didn't make her feel sick, tho' it scared her worse than any of her other symptoms, besides making her look wild-eyed & unnatural. She held out till the end of the term, & then gave up & came home. You heard, didn't you, how the boat was late, & she missed the Sunday morning train to Danvers, & had to spend the day (Christmas) camping in the R.R. station, with nothing to eat but candy & white grapes? Naturally, she was somewhat used up when she got home, She & the doctor both think that a period of complete rest will put her quite to rights again. Meanwhile she is, as she says, good for nothing, but perfectly comfortable as long as she doesn't try to do anything. She walked over to the P.O. with me Monday morning - would go, despite remonstrances. It is a short walk, but when she got home she had to drop into a chair & stay there, in a state of utter collapse - so pale & so helpless it was pitiful. Yet after dinner she would go to the station with me to see me off. I protested, but she promised to lie down all the rest of the afternoon, & I'm sadly afraid she has been lying down perforce ever since. [* be there! Well, peace be with you all. No need to ask whether Aunt B. was glad to see you! Good bye. Affy A.S.B.]She professed that she felt ever so much better for my visit; but I fear her imprudent walks with me neutralized any good it may have done. I've been sending her seaside novels by post, for her head isn't in a state to read heavy things, + the novels of the Danvers public library are always out. We shall watch out with interest for the first letters from the other side. I'm curious to know whether Gracie proved a good sailor, + whether the noise of the engine proved as bad as you feared from your proximity, + whether, if so, you prevailed upon the purse to give you another room; + how Grace likes England, etc. ad lib. Washburne spoke at our annual meeting. He is preaching at Leverett, only a few miles from As soon as the pictures were taken. I had to scurry into my best dress, + then Mr. + Mrs. Root, + Mrs. Ketchum, of M[?ich?], + Mrs. Chandler of Vermont, arrived to dinner, in the midst of the snow storm. The Maine delegates + the other Vermonters were invited, but were too much used up to come, + the pleasant faced little woman from Pa. had to hurry back on Monday to her school, + wanted to spend the Sunday with her friends. Perhaps it was just as well, for those who did come, with Floy + Edith + Ethel + ourselves made a large table full; + in then in opposition to Mr. Avery, + Floy saying nothing. I didn't care. After you have been case-hardened by a course under Prof. Bowne, all that pseudoscientific talk slides off you like water off athe middle of dinner in walked Mr. Avery, smiling, & reeking with tobacco as usual. He & Papa are practising their diabolisms in the kitchen now. Mr. Avery this afternoon propounded a lot of his most atrocious theories before Mr. Root, who is a gentle person, [gr] given to peace & sweet reasonableness, & whose hair I thought I saw rising visibly while Mr. Avery expatiated on the advantages of lynch law, & military slaughter as a check on population. The delegates have gone now, & a great peace has settled down upon the house. Flo has enjoyed her visit, & chatted a great deal with her sisters. I feel as if I hadn't seen much of her, somehow, [being] being myself so constantly on the rush. The expression will give Aunt B. goose flesh, but it represents a fact; slang generally does. Your card of Nov. 29 came last Monday. It is too bad that the house at High Wickham can't be rented. It is my private belief that most of the letters from Vernon that are sent to N.Y. never reach Mass., though one occasionally makes its way around to us. So you may [make a] give a [a] brief bulletin of the latest Vernon news in each of your cards. I'm sorry Burr remained so long. I fear it will end in your keeping both dogs. [*duck's back ; but I think Mr. Avery has had a bad effect on Floy. She says he got her ideas all upset while he was down at M.V. Then Mr. Washburn has been trying to turn her right side up again ; he & his wife were at the*] [*Bazaar, & invited Flo to visit them, & Flo & Edith went out there one day. I don't think Floy regrets that she didn't have him! I shouldn't [don't] mind.*] A very pleasant letter from Aunt Ey came the other day. She says: "The last new Blackwell is going to be a little [Black] black eyed Brownie like the others, not a fair child like Laurie. Emma suggests the name of Kenyon for him, but he still goes by the tile of Baby. Everything goes on very quietly here. Nannies school, her music lessons, & her two afternoons at a [gny] gymnasium - her capering class, as we call it, keeps her full occupied. - I was quite interested lately in some meetings held by the working girls of the city, to consider the ways & means of forming unions for their own advantage. At Dr. Daniels' request I [gv] gave [* Flo's coming back to Unitarianism; Aunt Nettie's daughter never really belonged in the Methodist fold; but it will be a pity if Mr. Avery makes her what he calls himself a "Nothingarian." He is a good fellow, [but] and]Office of The Woman's Journal, No. 3, Park Street Boston, 189_ how anybody can care for them. Mrs. Lawrence is in Cambridge, but is going home in a few days. We found her upstairs in her bedroom by an open fire; + after supper we all congregated there, as it was the only warm place in the house, except the kitchen. This betwixt and between season, when the days are alternatively hot + cold, is very trying, because one does not want the furnace on the warm day, while on the alternate cold one you shiver without it. We are going to light ours to-day, [so] because Aunts Ellen + Eliza are coming, + we want to have the house thoroughly warm for Aunt Eliza. (Incidentally, the Armenian minister's wife -- a nice young American woman -- says the doctor at the State almshouse at Tewksbury told her that 33 Armenians had died there, first & last, & every one of them of consumption--because they don't know how to adapt their clothing to our sudden changes of temperature.) That is a digression. To resume : You ought to have seen the family group in Aunt Sarah's room yesterday evening ; Aunt Sarah & Papa sitting before the glowing grate, she fast asleep & he napping ; Emma preparing to read aloud to the youngsters (except Frances, who had been put to bed earlier) ; Uncle G. pervading space & benevolently beaming ; Anna crouched on her grandmother's bed, her little [han] hindquarters elevated in the air, & her head bent over Howard, who was stretched at full length on the sofa at the foot of the bed, with a broad grin of satisfaction on his face, while he patted his stomach enticingly as an invitation to me to sit on it--and take the consequences! Whenever I see him spread out on his back in that way, Office of The Women's Journal, No. 3 Park Street. Boston,.........189__ the devil tempts me to go and sit down on him ; & when I tell him so, he always bids me come on, & intimates that he should defend himself with vigor & punish me severely! Emma & the children had been that afternoon to see Hermann the magician, and were full of praises of the entertainment. In fact, when we arrived, Anna was in tears and seclusion because she wanted to go to see him again that evening, & the elders did not think it best. However, she emerged for supper, with her nose a little reddened, & behaved very well during the meal ; & when we departed she was hanging around her father's neck in the [ball] hall, with her dark pigtail down her back,perfectly reconciled. By the way, Howard has been given the student's quarters upstairs, + Uncle G. has taken the vast chilly library for his "den," as he informed us. It is a fine room, but too big to be cosey. However, they will light the furnace, before long, + that will take the chill off. There are oceans of books -- most of them too solid to be to my taste. I enclose a nice letter from Floy. It made me want to go right down to M.V. But it will probably be some time before we can get away. Thursday evening was "ladies' night" at the Starr King Club -- a little club connected with our church -- + Mr. Goodridge had invited me to discuss woman suffrage with them; so when we got home, after the paper had gone to press, I prevaricatingly told Papa that [here] there was "a sort of church sociable" down at the vestry, + went off + left him to spend his evening alone. But it would have paralyzed me to have him there. There were about three bona fide opponents, who argued with conviction, + others who asked questions to help on the discussion. It went off quite well. It is the first speaking I have done since I got home, + I don't speak again till verge of nervous collapse when she went there, + worry + loss of sleep have caused a complete breakdown. Emma + I met Aunt Emily at the train on her arrival from York the other day, + [took] went with her to the South Station, where we all had lunch; + while we were eating it, poor Reynold came in to find me, + told me that Lizzie was almost crazy, + he wanted her to come over to Pope's Hill + rest up for a few days. He says she has been made worse by being alone all day long, + that Mrs. Barrows knows just how to cheer her up. Mrs. Barrows is suffering from a bronchial attack, + we are changing girls, + Aunt Ey is making her visit, so it was not just the most convenient time, but of course Lizzie had to come, under the circumstances; + Reynold brought her over. The poor girl looks like a ghost. She has entered on holidays; & there is a consumptive who sleeps out on the veranda under their veranda & coughs a great deal, & a very disagreeable family has moved in below. The man smokes very poor tobacco constantly, & they keep their back door open, so that the smell of their cooking (very oniony) and of their tobacco, mingled, comes up & pervades the Rogers' rooms. So does their cat. And the man sleeps right under Lizzie's bedroom & snores fearfully - Reynold says he never heard such a snorer - and poor Lizzie can't sleep. She was on the [*the change of life, & I suppose she is likely to have trouble with her nerves for the next few years. Reynold & Meyrie are keeping bachelors.]lost the use of her limbs - can't walk more than a few steps, & has to be wheeled about - can't get in & out of a bathtub; seems unable to coordinate her legs. Will sometimes talk rationally for a good while, & then suddenly forget the name of her interlocutor & all about it. I remember now the other thing they thought she might have - premature hardening of the arteries. At first they thought [*be depended on. Your off cousin, Alice Stone Blackwellit might be softening of the brain, or a tumor on the brain; but it has increased too rapidly to be that. It is very sad. But instead of being keen & impatient & rather irritable, as she used, she is now quiet, placid & content. Dr. Wakefield was expecting a visit from her this A.M. when I was there to have my nose treated. Poor dear little Dr. Putnam Jacobi. She was very kind to me, & I liked her. Dr. W. says she will be a great loss - that the women needed her & she could alwaystimes since I came up here of what some old woman says in one of Mrs. Oliphant's novels, when laying stress upon the importance of getting up a good dinner for her young master - "A man hasn't got sense like a woman, but there is no denying that he has more taste of his mouth." The way these boys eat is delightful to see, they do enjoy it so! And there was something the same pleasure in seeing Mrs. Barrows dance the Virginia Reel, she did it with such vim.As I lay in bed this morning thinking of of the birthday, I had thoughts of giving 73 kisses to my pillow, I wanted to kiss Mamma so much; but decided to wait till I see her, & give them to her in person. Yesterday came Mamma's note with enclosures from Mrs. Garrett & Mrs. Campbell & Ada Watson. I had written to Mrs. Callanan (whose letter to me was forwarded here), giving our views. It is a foolish business, but harmless - not like the old Train & Woodhull performances. I guess they wont find many State societies ready to give $100. for such a purpose. The cheek of asking Iowa! I hope Mamma will make Ada Watson a pretty liberal offer. She is uncommonly efficient, and a capable woman who gives her whole time ought not to get so much less than a capable man can command in almost any position. A note also came yesterday from Papa, enclosing a story, which I have attended to. I left Papa only one controversial article - "Women in Literature & Art," from the Chicago Elite News. There is no hurry about it. Poor little Laura Johns! I hope she won't break down.It is too bad Sarah should have been away just when there was so much going on. I hope Papa will succeed in finding a purchaser for Clara's green house. We do have meat, Mamma dear. We have had roast beef, + lamb stew, + sundry good things. I don't feel the need of applying to my dried beef very often, except for the sake of salt. But I chipped some off yesterday + gave it to Allen, when he came out of the water + began to eat crackers. They are all voracious when they have just bathed; + they lie out on the wharf in their bathing dresses, + bask in the sun + munch oat-meal crackers. The beef was received with joy; + presently a small crowd of [?lathy?] + leggy boys raced by me like a flash, [anno] announcing with their