BLACKWELL FAMILY From Johnston, J. ELIZABETH BLACKWELLVilla "Maris [?]inh[?]" Chemin s. Minolas Cannes [Dec?]12 Dear Dr Blackwell, Thanks for your letter read this morning. You can be [?] at the Alsace Lorraine, quite near this house at S. Tremin [?] I hope am East or West [?] but [?] and not quite promises not North. The last rooms in this most comfortable house is first yellow on I shd have tempted you to come here. I hope you will come & sit with me in our South [?] which [?] is with this [] from 10 to 11 in the morning. I do not wonder that yourheart and mind are full of that subject. I am certain that thousands of young men grow up and are married perfectly [?] & undefended, and because their parents were, probably, Mr. Smith, & the other [?]! I am glad you recognize the truth of my list of illustrations. Could I but make clear to you that which unfortunately can only be known by intrinsic experience You wd go when you return to Hastings [?] straight to my Reverend Jefferson, who has done the very thing that you long to institute: he has a society nor confined to his own Parish any one may seek admission to the Guild of S. Leonard and it is not of course a society for the cultivation of only one virtue, for that wd be just like treating the human body for only one disease while it was sick of several: -- it is a society of the cultivation of holiness & purity of life -- and I think I once told you that in the special matter wh you haveat heart he is blest with the most marked success. They have festivals, they have not exactly a band, but a banner, and they are all pledged to [?] others by all means into the way of purity & peace. I have not not one of the Manuals here, I lent mine to some one who never returned it, & I cannot remember who it was, but I wd write for one if you wd like to see it, & at my [?] [?] & I have the devotional books read by its members and, I shall gladly show 2 them [xx] when you come, in fact I have been turning down leaves yearly to show you. And he makes use of Women teachers & counsellors, the girls are all promised under [their?] mistresses, and altho' no one but a bearer of our Lord's Commission to [remit?] & retain [sin?] can administer the Sacrament of Penance it is, most usual, when a new female penitent is under preparation, for very Reverend Father to commend her to one of his old & tried women friends for guidance in such preparation. Andwhat it is when its come to be known experimentally! I dare say you are well aware that our Confession is most solemnly addressed to "Go the Father, God the Son, & God the Holy Ghost, before the whole company of heaven" and (last & least) "to thee my Father" it is masked in every possible way that the Priest is nothing but a Commissioner, and if we ever doubted of it what are the words of correction & of counsel which one hears from his lips? he perhaps the common place man who sits there. I spare you that he speaks words most certainly not his own: words which penetrate the [?], depths of one's nature, & with adaptation to one's life's history in a way of which he himself knowns little [?]! One is struck with an astonishment which brings out in letters of light "the word of God is guide & powerful & sharper than any two [?] swords &c &c... & is a discerner of the thoughts & intents of the heart. You shd have known my husband, & my Sister in the days of their [?]& fortified Protestantism, & you shd have seen the Day break to their souls & all that is brought to them! My Sister wd not a bit mind speaking of it: She often says with the deepest thanksgiving; "how marvellous that light shd have been granted to me thro' such masses of prejudice!" So dear friend you see I am little likely to think any thing short of the Sacramental Means provided by our Lord Himself will prove a panacia for this ill; but 3 this does, and I shd rejoice indeed if you ever came to know it. It is to me very remarkable that the innocent people are in [?eal] [??arm??] as to their soul's deliverance and those of others. From corruption they begin groping towards the re-discovery of the Church's best things. Your mind is clearly on the track wd followed straight head to the confessional, the Arch Deceiver will twist yr course if he can, any thing, anything but that, for he knows it is his worst [enemy?] so he will [recommend?] some private patents whichwill be as much less efficacious than if as he can induce you to accept. And he will assure you that I am quite a fanatic, & a [?]! I am afraid you must by this time almost regret starting me on this subject! One of the [Pawley?] Evangelists is here at this very time, who are trained in the area of souls, I believe, better than any other Priests in the Eng & Ch. I am sure he will converse with you if you wished to see him. I am very truly yours J. Johnstons I cannot make out whether [you would?] "go to Cannes" - "by the morning train between ten & Eleven" [???] leaves Nice at that time or reach Cannes at that time. If I can make out the Sonn Railway bill I will try to meet you.