Blackwell Family Anna Blackwell Blackwell, Henry 1880[Maria] Anna 24 [a?????] Av. de Wagraw. Feb. 8. '80 Darling old Harry, [?] your welcome letter came yesterday, with your very kind enclosure, which I shall use for going down[?] to Niec [?] for a month, if I find that I can manage to leave Paris in the very unsatisfactory position in which I find myself placed by the rascally old party [?] in question. I have had the worst winter I ever had; I took two colds, just before & just after Christmas, with bronchitis, & have passed the great part of the time in bed. The attack was a scare, almost a dangerous one; my doctor came daily for more days than I like to think of. I am getting over it, but very slowly, & not satisfactorily. The bad weather keeps me in, & I do not regain strength as I ought to do. This house[?] is so noisy, & my nervous system is so much tired[?] by the incredible badness[?] of this old scoundrel, that I hardly sleep, [?] is what I cannot stand. So, if I find I can go off without still further weakening an almost 2 desperate position, off I shall go, Marian having most kindly offered me her spare-bed. Your samples are tasted + judged. No 1 is Cane sugar; No 2 its unworthy rival! After that, I hope you won't go on declaring that there is no difference be tween the two!!! I wish Mr Becker had been up at once as, if I rush off to Nice, I can neither [show] him politeness not help him to see. I formerly [ ] M. Broca, one of the largest beet sugar people of France, + I'd easily renew him + get him to [ ] man everything He is very amiable + obliging. After various bad [ ] symptoms, this old swindler openly declares her determination to throw me overboard if possible, to sell the place without reserving my share, & Dr. treub her in- -g***** with me as was ** paper. As I unhappily trusted to her & the Bo to draw up those papers, they have done the work so effectually for themselves that I can make no legal claim or opposition, or, at least, not while the new suferages come before me. It is the next utterly swindling, business willing -able, complicated with his, ****, & abominations of all kinds. I have tried several compromises, which she rejects. I have now a last effort to make, suggested by my legal advisor; who is to get my- -self or some one who will give me my share of the Fr-to ad- -vance the 50,000 for necessary for paying off the 1st mortgage & taking the place of the 1st mortgage, then, force ***** D-to let me continuue the diggings, so as to secure my share of the results. The place is mortgaged for beyond its market value; but that value more than covers the 1st mortgage; I have a ***** ready & waiting to do the whole of the diggings at his course, cost, risk & paid. I am therefore not without hopes if accomplishing this ***** movement, not, of course, has to be right a pro- -gound secret until it is exe- -cuted, & the wretches who are gloating over the clearness of the trap they have laid for me. wakes up & use find morning to find themselves ef- -ffectively caught in the trap they have placed for me. I cannot do this if I had not a friend in M. Renard, the notaire who had the whole business in his hands, + of whom I have had the good fortune to make a counsellor + supporter. You see that this new place, [ ] can be executed without the others Removing anything of the matter until all is legally secured, involves to farther outlay for me. I must find a nice one to advance the 50,000 frs, which he is absolutely sure to get back again by the sale of the place, if, on the conclusion of the search, nothing is found; + the diggings are provided for neither + my having to spend a farthing upon them. If course the party who advances the money will have a large share of the gains, if any, the engineer, also, has his share. But, if I can only carry out this plan, there is Plenty of profit for everybody. Could you not among adventurous American Capitalists, find me the comparatively small sum I now need, $10,000 for the payment of the old + making of the new mortgage, with the absolute certainty of being entirely recouped by the sale of the place, if the diggings proved fruitless; + a deed, properly drawn up by the notary, giving him say $100,000 in case of success? There must be numbers of rich, speculative men on your side, who wd close with the chance without hesitation. Try, dear old fellow. [?End?] means a liquid to the spread like a paint does a surface. The one in question is, I believe, an admirable thing. It is incombustible, hydrofuge, no insect or fish will touch it, & it has a mass of other valuable properties. I will send you prospectus shortly. Wood is absolutely protected from fire by it; metals walls, cellars, &c, from damp; ships' bottoms from chillfish, weeds, &c. It is put on like a coat of paint ; & is applied cable to [?aleu?] & every sort of material, down to fishing nets, wh are wonderfully preserved by it, & pasteboard, wh can be aided for years for roofing. They offer me any quantity I can find a sale for, leaving me 1/2 the money recd until I have entirely repaid myself the 87,000 frs (outlay, interest, & various loss) at wh I place my loss through [?briel]; after this repayment, they will leave me 20 per cent on all sales I make in any market [ ] I may have opened, for the rest of my life. It is not an offer from which I can get any good in since for my present emergency; but I regard it as a certain source of gain for the future, + shd much like one of my brothers to hake it up, push it in the U.S. + share profits with me. They have given the monopoly to several people of various countried in Europe, also in Canada. But the U.S is not disposed of + I can have a monopoly for the country, if I can intro- duce the thing there. Yours, dear old fellow, lovingly, Anna Feb 28. '80 24 to dc Wagram. My dear Harry, the Endict Universal (Universal Coating Composition) is a most valuable product applicable to all textile fabrics which it strengthens and renders inscrutable to wet or fire; to wood, ditto, to tiles, pipes, +c; to building materials of all descriptions; to cardboard, paper, canvas; leather; felt + straw. A wooded city, coated thus, could not burn, nor could its rooms be damp. No water will touch it. Damp walls are cured, + paper made watertight for roofing, by it. It has various uses in other directions. Unluckily the Builders are out of [prospectuses] and pamphlets, but I shall copy + send you something or other I am trying to get it taken up by the Minister of Marine here, I expect to do this very shortly; an attache [ ] that quarter and [ ] the question of its value. If you, Sam or George, or all tree of you, wd take it up inearnest, to open a market for it in the U.S. I shall have a monopoly of it for that country. In order to work it properly, you should make arrangements for having it tested in presence of your Minister of Navy matters, of leading architects, sailmakers, &c, &c, so as to secure its triumphant entry into the employment of the various business - departments to wh it is applicable. In that case, I will have a certain quantity of it sent out to you, free of cost, transit paid, M. Banilliez[?] having undertaken to do this. I now proceed to copy, the attestations of an important Liverpool firm, who will show you that the product is what it claims to be, & promising an ample fortune to all who take it up. The Bo offer me 50 percent of sales up to say $20,000; so as to repay me the [?] loss which they have been the means of inflicting upon me & which they are sincerely desiring to make up to me; after this no payment they offer me 20 percent ad infinitum, for me & for you if you decide to take it up. I now copy an extract from the letter of the L.pool house, A. Perin & Co French Produce & General Merchants, Hauck's Buildings, 42 Duke St., L.pool, "M Banilliez[?]. As we have already informed you, we experimented with your coating compositive[?] 8 months ago, & the results of our experiments were examined, a few days ago, by a Committee of Competent persons, assembled for the purpose. The steamer Bernard, on her return from Brazil, was placed in a dry dock, & her keel completely exposed; the coating was found to be intact, & within the slightest & appearance of [?]. We hasten to inform you that all these gentlemen were satisfied with the result of the trial, & that I count on an order for coating 11 steamers belonging to three different companies. On Saturday next, one of these steamers will be placed in a dry dock, & we shall coat [?] of her keel with your three varieties of Coating. We desire to impress you with the serious importance of our [experience] [?], for we have no hesitation in predicting for you _a great fortune_; this is our profound conviction, & it is not France, you may be very sure, that will furnish you with a market such as our house hopes to open to you in England. Why should not your Mr. Alfred come to L'pool [the] present at Saturday's [operations]? The affair is well worth the trouble of coming; & besides, it is not from [Bédouatre] that you can push the Coating as it should be pushed. The same has written again, as follows: - Liverpool. Feb 4. 188[0] "[?]" "[Enduit] Universel, Bédouatre. "We are happy to inform you that we have made a new trial on the steamer "Cyranese", but, this time, in the interior of the ship, for the Singlehurst Company [?] that, in importing salt & sugar, those substances oxydise their vessel far more in the inside than does the seawater on the outside (for these vessels are of iron). Everything leads us to anticipate that this new experience & will be crowned with the same success as the preceding one. "We authorize you, dear [?], to make whatever use you think proper of our present communication. We are yours faithfully A. [Perin] & Co I have translated this from the letter itself, so that there isno doubt of the genuineness of the letter. If you take up the matter; you must lay yr plans well for carrying the day at once. I will get from Mr Marsh an introduction to the Chief of the U.S. Navy; & you must better yrselves to get the heads of the great firms of Ocean steamers &c to be present at the experiments, also the leading builders, &c. By doing this, & getting expressims of approval from leading men of the various departments in wh the coating wd be useful, you will be able to make up the right sort of prospectus, wh Harry can print cheaply, & these you must disseminate from one end of the country to the other. As soon as a tolerable lot of orders come in, you will have to get suitable premises in a seaport town (N. York or Boston probably) & must advertise the thing to the [?]. Consider that I have been knocking about this unpleasant planet since 1816, & that, if I am to get any good act of it, this new opening must be [?] to hear as quickly as possible. The coating sells at 1000 [?] ($5000) the ton; 1/2 of this is outlay, the other 1/2 profit. The Bs will send over just as much as you can sell; - a little of it goes a long way, &, in use, it costs but 2 [?] (1 [?] English) to coat thoroughly a square metre of surface. It is 3 columns; black, mahogany, & yellow; the two latter colours cost more in making, & sell for 1500 [?] ($750) the ton, as soon as the Bs get out their new pamphlet I will send it to you, translated & ready for Harry to strike off a few thousand copies. I am most anxious that my brothers should take up this product, for I believe it offers them a prospect of fortune such as they have never had. Should they unwisely turn their back upon it, I shall lose no time in putting it into the hands of other agents; but I should do so with immense regret. If the three wd go at it, George for the builders &c, Harry for the ships, & Sam as General Manager of the Office, Book-keeper; salesman &c. they wd make a capital team & do [?] work for themselves & for me! Feb 29. '80 24 Av. de Wagram. Darling old Harry, the accompanying letter is for the 3 brothers. I most earnestly hope you will all take it up; you could help push & stir up the others [?] neglecting yr [?]; & as Portland is a port & Boston another, you could push [?] sea people almost without tumble. For myself, me voici; - I've been extremely ill & nearly all the winter, & am getting on but slowly. Bronchitis was never so general, so fatal, as this winter, & never, says my Dr, did its victims get over it so slowly. It weakens one amazingly. I find I cannot leave until a decision is come to, this wretched woman behaving infamously denying her engagements & obligations, & bent on cheating me of my third in the [?]. She is trying to sell the place, in wh case the [?] will be lost, unless she finds a buyer to reserve the shares of the parties interested. I am waiting quietly to see how this thing turns out; I don't think she will find a buyer, & I am quietly moving heaven & earth to find a party to lend me the money for buying (to be lost if nothing found, for a share if found). I have the word of a capitalist (an excellent & thoroughly upright man whom I know pretty well & am quite sure of) that he will buy it if it goes for about the value of the land & [?] will do the digging at his own expense, & will give me my third. But as the two mortgagees are intending to bid to the amount if the two mortgages, wh exceeds that of the estate itself, I fear that he will not get it. So I am knocking at all manner of doors in the desperate hope of buying it myself, this being the only way in wh I can recoup myself for my miseries. If I sued this wretched ungrateful fool, I shd only kill her, & I could not sell her skin!! - I shd not get a [?] beyond [?] & I am above that. I am as sure of the existence of the measure as though I had my share of it in the Bank of England - & it is [?] [?] getting the place into my hands that I can be sure of getting at it. I have 2 parties ready to do the digging at their risks & cost for a share in the result; so that, if I can get somebody to let me have the 120,000 [?] or so to buy, I need nothing moreto ensure the finishing of the work. Did I tell you that Mr Renard[?], the [?] whose client holds the 1st mortgage, has begun the legal steps for the seizure of the place, & urges me to turn every [?] to get the one only for buying it in. "You'll [?]" he says "do anything as long as Mr D. has any hold on the place. I am preparing the foreclosure as the only means of helping you out of yr hobble. You have now 4 months before you to find yr capitalist, before I can offer the place for sale. Make the most of these 4 months, & get the thing into yr own hands." Shall I do this? The place is valued at 160,000 frs; so the lender wd not risk much in lending me the amount I want, as even a forced sale wd give him most, if not all, of his money. But the idea of a treasure generally excites incredulity, & it is therefore very difficult to find just the party who will be willing to entertain the proposition. But such people do exist; & I shall do my utmost to find the right party before the fatal moment of its all melting through my fingers, if that is, indeed, to be the melancholy result of all my heavy sacrifices of time, effort, money & abnegation. Did you get my letter, in reply to yours with the sugar, in wh I told you No 1 was cane No 2 beet? I wrote at once, a single taste having abundantly sufficed for the decision. I write away at the Bristol remembrances whenever I have a spare moment; I fear it will grow into a volume, & that you will hardly care to wade through such a mass of - shadows. However, you, Harry dear, & as you will I [?] be down here after I have gone back into the "around"; of "our Eldest" that you can dip into from time to time. Give my love to Lucy & to Alice; is Alice's hair profitting from the hair - doctor's prescriptions? Yours, dear old Harry, lovingly Anna I was not aware [?] that there had been so long a delay in my writing to you. I will keep notes of my letters in future in case of complaints not well founded as yours are. Aunt Emily seems uncertain as to her Summer movements - if she should talk of coming here, encourage her all you can. We want to see her. The sisters are advancing in age, and if she feels she can spare the money I do hope no cold water will be thrown on the matter. We have been going through a novel experience for me at least. Our mild-lookingbut sulky-tempered Jane left us before her month was up & was very insolent indeed. Right glad was I to see the last of her sour looks about the house. As a girl was not engaged till March 3d I had five days of the house work. Dry fires to light every a.m. & cooking &c. Aunty helped as much as I wd allow. One result is - I shall never be maid of all work in an English house. The beastly nature of the coal is astonishing, even when brains are used to divise cleanest ways of using it. When I do our work I shall go home, any [?] in France, or better still, in Hawaii where no fires are needed throughout the year, except the cooking fire. I must say addio now - will write soon again. Affy thing, Kitty. How is F. B. B.? - as health I mean. 24 Av. de Wagraue[?] April 1, '80 Darling old Harry, I have just rec'd- a line from Eliz. giving me the excellent news of Lucy's convalescence. I need not tell you, dear old fellow, how intensely glad I am to know that the terrible danger is past, & how earnestly I hope that she may be able to regain health & strength for many years to come. The thought of your misery, if you had lost her, you poor wretched creature, not seeing farther than your nose as regards the cardinal question of our successive lives! has been a perfect nightmare for me ever since I rec'd the news of her illness. I hope the balm of southern air may speedily make her illness a thing of the past. I only wish I could have used your Xtmas [*must go into it tooth & nail. Yours afftlely Anna P.S. My love to Lucy & to Alice when you write.*]gift for going to Nice, as I thought of doing. But it has been impossible, I cannot absent myself from Paris until this anxious business is settled one way or the other. I am moving heaven & earth to find a capitalist; shall I succeed? Only refusals as yet. But you may be quite sure that I shall incur no farther responsibility [of] or risk of loss, beyond the postages & omnibuses required for my applications. I have employed your kind & welcome gift as follows: Some under- clothes which I much needed, 60 fr.; an exquisite guitar, a thing I have long been longing for, but had not the money for buying, 100 fr.; a methode (for I've so completely forgotten the little I formerly knew of this instrument, that I must begin again) & a few lessons from a 1st rate professor, take up the rest of the amount. Except in going south, no other way of spending your present could have given me so much pleasure. I have been most lucky in the obtaining of the guitar; it is the most elegant guitar I ever saw, & of very superior quality, from the 1st house of Paris for this instrument. It is covered with exquisite inlaying of mother of pearl, & is, in all respects, an uncommonly fine one. Its proper price was 210 frs.; but it had been let out a few times, & the price was put down to 100 fr., though the instrument is none the worse for having been used a few times. After a running fight, I got the case - a very good one, lined with green baize, & with a lock - thrown in, though they had declared the concession "impossible". Altogether, it is a great bargain. I got M. Bosch, the professor, & a distinguished artist, to examine, & decide on, the guitars I had hunted up at the two best Parishouses, & his judgment was strongly in favour of this one. I hereby give & bequeath it to Alice, if she will promise to learn to use it, in wh case, I shall leave it to her in my will. I have had a success in of the case of relapse, the season being so unfavourable, & my long & miserable illness together with the strain of all this anxiety having left me extremely weak & spectral. I have tried various things without much benefit; but am more hopeful of a remedy just strongly urged by a party who suffered dreadfully from bronchitis, was cured by it, & has since cured many; 2 teaspoonfuls of lemon-juice, pure, 5 times a day; twice a week, a teaspoonful of Carlsbad salts in a pint of warm water, with the juice of a whole lemon & a good deal of sugar. You take it, warm, a couple of hours before you get up; a cup of tea two hours afterwards. I began the treatment yesterday, feeling really uneasy about myself; & I fancy I already feel better, & look a trifle less ghostlike. I have been too anxious about Lucy to go on with the jottings; I shall now resume them. The enduit is splendid, most valuable; am waiting for some English prospectus to send to you. George & Sam [*Anna*] 24 Av. de Wagram 7 April '80 Dear darling old Harry, Victory! We have our new capitalist, & the digging will be resumed without delay. This is a happy omen for the success of my undertaking with the enduit; which I trust you, Sam, & Georgie, will seriously take in hand, & promptly. Tothose of the family who know something of my being embarked in a matter that has given me great anxiety & caused me to risk heavy loss, you can say that it is now changed & that I am in great joy over a change that changes everything for the better. In grt haste Yrs afftely AnnaHotel Monsigny rue Monsigny Paris, Oct 24. 1880 Continue to address to [?] till further advices. Dear old Harry, I am here for a few days en route for Nice, where I greatly desire to be, suffering from these incessant colds & sore throat; the climate of Paris wd soon finish me, so I must go south! E. & I had rooms in this hotel in 1850! It is quiet & respectable though modest, cheaper than the grand ones, though much too dear for me, as the cost per day exceeds the miserable 11 frs per diem to [*yr sugar-making; in France, also, the great danger of the beet sugar trade is known to be the difficulty of getting the required supply of beets; so that no Frenchman goes into the [?] unless he has a large fortune to fall back on when beets run short. I am very sorry Lucy's throat remains delicate.*]wh the loss of my India paper has cut me down. But I am here only for a special [?] & for a few days. But as my enterprises have hitherto been so unlucky, I must ask you to keep to yourself, for the present, what I am about to tell you. Mme B. mortified to see the plight to wh I am reduced, & regretting having helped to draw me into the T-business on so rotten a basis (tho' she certainly declares Mme D. deceived them about the mortgages) proposed to me to undertake a piece of work for some persons who, unable to look after the matter themselves, were prepared to pay handsomely [*give my love to her & to Alice. Yours dear old Harry lovingly Anna.*] any person who cd take it on to a successful issue. In my desperate case (as the attempt required no outlay of money, but only some brain-works & trottings) I closed gladly with the offer, & set to work at once. This was little more than a fortnight ago; but, despite illness wh has hindered me, I am all but sure of a successful issue. The thing will be decided in the course of a few days. If I succeed, as I have every reason to expect, I shall receive an honorarium wh, tho' of course not to be compared with the hoped-for result at Triel, will suffice to payoff the Hodgsan[?] loan & interest & leave me enough to live on, quietly, without this wearing anxiety of depending on literary work that may be withdrawn at any moment. The affair will probably be settled one way or the other tomorrow, & the pay will, if successful, be handed me in the course of a few days. Just think, Harry dear, what a blessed thing if I can write you, next mail - I say, "I'm all right!" I shall not stay north a day longer than I can help; my health absolutely requires the move. I am grieved to learn that you fear loss on 24 Av. de Wagram. 24 May. '80 Dear old Harry, Yours came this morning. I have just translated it for M. Bouielliez[?], who will get my letter tomorrow morning, & will doubtless accept your conditions, which are all perfectly reasonable & necessary. As soon as I have his acceptance, I will have the proper legal deed drawn up by a notary executed, registered &c. so as to make it perfectly & absolutely binding. There is a hitch in the arrangement wh was represented to me as made, signed, &c. The people who were to buy, have not succeeded in raising the money. [*what I ought to have had to being with; -viz, thoroughly good legal advice. My love to Lucy & Alice. The guitar is splendid; and I to leave it to Alice in my will? Yours, darling old fellow, Affectionately Anna*] Unless they do this, the arrangement, of course will fall to the ground, & the place will be sold by auction. This wd be, under the circumstances, the best upshot for me; as I have a capitalist ready to buy it, should it go, as it probably would, for much smaller sum than her idiotic majesty tries to get for it. If this gentleman buys, I shall have, not merely the third of money & ingots sold to me, but a third of the jewels, & objects of art, &c., which we believe to be much more valuable than the coin & ingots. As he is just, kind, & generous, he has promised me to give the old fool a share of the find, though she will have no legal right to a sou of it, once the place sold, out of her hands. At present, I demand from her a legal recognition by the new owners, of my right to my third, of residence rent-free while the diggings go on, & to have a friend reside in the house to watch the work in my interest. If she do not consent to this, I shall have to sue her; for I cannot suffer the treachery already enacted to be crowned by her putting the place out of her own hands without my rights being fully recognised & admitted by the new owners. It is, however, quite possible that she may not find a purchaser; in wh case, the place will be sold the 1st week in August, thelegal delay ending then, & Mr Renard being impatient to get rid of the business, & certain to sell the very first moment the legal delay comes to an end. My terror at present is lest the treacherous old wretch shd, at last, find a buyer with money; if I were sure the sale by auction wd take place, I should be tolerably at ease, as my man is prepared to buy if it do not run up higher than he chooses to go. He is rich, but prudent; & indisposed to purchase at any extravagant price, because he will still, after buying, have to spend the 2 or 3 thousand pounds for the diggings, & until the pot aux roses is actually discovered, the result must be uncertain. I found Mr Renard, though apparently friendly, wd do nothing for me, & I have put the affair into the hands of a highly respected English firm here, [Mourilgaux?] & Sons, of long standing solicitors, & am greatly relieved by the interest taken in my absurd position & the feeling that I have, at last,Keep this private - Let Harry only see it. E. B. 1 rue Mosigny 19 Dec 80 Dear both of you, The piano will be on its way to you before this reaches you. I had no idea it took so long to arrive by petite vitesse, or I would have sent it 10 days ago, for it was then ready. When I, yesterday, called in at Erard's to give the order for sending it off, I said "I hope you will send it at once, as I want it to reach my sisters for Christmas." At which the clerk opened his eyes, laughed, & said, "Mais c'est bien loin d'ici a Nice, tres certainement il n'arrivera pas pour Noel!" but he seemed to think it wd reach you in time for New Year's Day. I am sorry to say that my difficulties do not disappear; 15 ministerial or Governmental visits have not yet opened the door of success. I rather think I must lay the case before Mr Grevy himself, & am preparing for action in that direction. I groan when I think of yr sunshine! but what can I do? How can I give up an effort which, if I succeed, will abundantly [*have these lovely objects for Xtmas if possible. One wonders how mortal fingers can turn out anything so perfect, so absolutely true to nature!-*]compensate even for the miseries & disappointment & losses of these 3 1/2 years? The weather, though frequently damp, is so mild that I only have fire on account of the dampness; lots of windows are standing open, & I suffer from perspiration every- time I go out, though I put on as little as I dare. This hotel, & my room (though dear & I heartily long to get out of them) are a wonderful oasis of peace, cleanliness, easiness, & quiet, in the very heart of Paris. I, who am so dreadfully sensitive to noises, smells, &c. that I did not expect, in coming here, to have a night's sleep or a minute's peace, am really as comfortable as such a way of living allows it. The disturbed nights I have to hear too often are due to anxiety alone, for tis as quiet as a desert during the night; the people are kind & very friendly; & Joseph, an excellent servant & very obliging, &, when it rains, does all my little errands, for wh I pay him two sous a piece, wh he pockets with undisguised satisfaction. My "old woman of the mountain", who has grown as friendly as though she had never been otherwise or might not relaps into hatred, tomorrow (extraordinary creature, but one you can't help forgiving & being kind to the moment she gets out of her tantrums)! determined to sell a very valuable picture she has, wh de [Criquete?] told her he wd make the Queen buy for £4,000 but died the day before, by his appointment, she reached Windsor. She made me leave everything to get her an audience of Baron Rothschild, wh I did at once,through Mr Gatliffe, Chef of the Bureau Anglais of the R. bank, to wh I was recommended in 1855, & took all my cheques for over 20 years. He most kindly took up the thing, & got the audience for next day at 9 a. m. or any day at that hour; & after all my trouble, the provoking old Will o the Wisp has gone back to Triel without seeing the Baron. She is ill, undoubtedly, threatened with one of her awful attacks of coliques hepatiques; but I think, she might have forced herself to see Baron R. before rushing back to Triel, &, with the price she is sure to get for her picture, she could have staved off the danger now hanging over our heads. I suppose she will do this in the course of the week; but it is dreadfully trying to deal with so inconsistent a will. At any rate, if I were not here, the crash would probably come, & I really dare not leave at present on account of Triel as well as of this other thing, much as I long to do so. Yrs affectly Anna P.S. I've just found a new flower shop - more exquisite than the others - a holly just like nature, but all very dear, quite of the question 5 frs each flower or spray of holly. I shall try to get to rue de la Paix tomorrow, so that you may